the straight jacket in waiting

[newwavesoldier]

I'm trying I'm trying
but its hard to keep things in
rolling everything off my back
is difficult when everything keeps sticking
I'm sorry I'm sorry
Maybe some medicine to make me feel like I'm okay
feel like I'm okay
but I'm okay, for now
right?
I'm telling myself "right"
but I'm finding it hard to believe
What is the problem
Why am I so bipolar
I love in the morning
I hate at night
Who cares if its a cigarette
who cares it its high
who cares if your drunk
I don't know why I do
dont go crazy
dont go crazy