mmm, haven't been on here for a while.

just not a habit anymore.

but that's life, I guess...which, btw, is going amazing!

except with Gonzo's last game today and all

mmm...sadness

i'm gonna miss him.

-ray

I like college quite a bit.

-ray

trenna i'm offended that we don't hang out.

-ray

so, I keep having alot of fun with my friends from NY, and almost went to college out there. now, I'm sorta of regreting going to ASU only b/c I could have had that life, with those people, who are now my friends in NY.

mmm. thoughts anyone??

-ray

You don't know the fear I know ( Read more... )

There's two types of people in this world.

Real people.

Fake people.

I don't like fake people.

Catcher in the Rye makes me really hate fake people.

Amazing book though.

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Five days! Five days! Five days! Five days!

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Isn't it funny how one moment you are feeling one way, and the next you are feeling another? I think it's called bipolarism, but then, I am no professional.

I was really depressed last night, but after today, I am feeling much better. Did everything turn out in my favor? Not at all, but there is a greater good to be had here. And, I honestly feel ( Read more... )

It is quite possible I will never be happy. I only say this because after looking at specific things in my life, I realize I can't be happy, for it's impossible ( Read more... )

After much thought, and understanding of specific things, I would just like to THANK YOU ( Read more... )