Thank you, all of you!!!
After much thought, and understanding of specific things, I would just like to THANK YOU.
Thank you to those that have remained true friends to me. Thank you to those that have been there when I cried, complained, bitched and moaned. Thank you to those I have shared the bean with, and who have truly impacted my life in a positive way.
As of late I have started to see those who are my friends, and those that aren't. And I have learned that those that lie, that betray people, for attention, for fear, for hopes of trying to make themselves feel better because they are such horrible people, are not the type of people I want to surround myself around.
I do not need someone feeding me false information about us. I don't need someone telling me lies about my friends.
I don't want to hear about it. Because they are lies, and even if they aren't...it is simply horrible to talk about people.
I hate gossip, and am hating it more and more. As of late I have had friends, enemies, and rivals come up to me hearing the "latest" on the "Operation: Destroy Ray" vendetta someone has against me, and I have been speechless half the time.
I am not what this person is saying I am. I am not that type of person. And if I was, its no ones business.
I am proud of who I am. I am proud of what I am. Everyday, I am able to lift my head high, and feel happy to be who I am. I am able to look myself in the mirror and feel proud to be the person that I am, because I am not her.
Instead, I am me. And that's all I've ever wanted to be.
So, believe the rumors if you want. That's fine, go ahead. It hurts to know that someone hates me that much. And it hurts to know someone is out to get me that much. It hurts that I have faced this before wtih my mother. It hurts, but I'll survive. I always have.
It needs to stop. And it will, I am certain of that...
But thank you to those that have attempted to make it stop already. You are really what makes life worth living.
Love always, with all of the might and love of the world,
-ray
Thank you to those that have remained true friends to me. Thank you to those that have been there when I cried, complained, bitched and moaned. Thank you to those I have shared the bean with, and who have truly impacted my life in a positive way.
As of late I have started to see those who are my friends, and those that aren't. And I have learned that those that lie, that betray people, for attention, for fear, for hopes of trying to make themselves feel better because they are such horrible people, are not the type of people I want to surround myself around.
I do not need someone feeding me false information about us. I don't need someone telling me lies about my friends.
I don't want to hear about it. Because they are lies, and even if they aren't...it is simply horrible to talk about people.
I hate gossip, and am hating it more and more. As of late I have had friends, enemies, and rivals come up to me hearing the "latest" on the "Operation: Destroy Ray" vendetta someone has against me, and I have been speechless half the time.
I am not what this person is saying I am. I am not that type of person. And if I was, its no ones business.
I am proud of who I am. I am proud of what I am. Everyday, I am able to lift my head high, and feel happy to be who I am. I am able to look myself in the mirror and feel proud to be the person that I am, because I am not her.
Instead, I am me. And that's all I've ever wanted to be.
So, believe the rumors if you want. That's fine, go ahead. It hurts to know that someone hates me that much. And it hurts to know someone is out to get me that much. It hurts that I have faced this before wtih my mother. It hurts, but I'll survive. I always have.
It needs to stop. And it will, I am certain of that...
But thank you to those that have attempted to make it stop already. You are really what makes life worth living.
Love always, with all of the might and love of the world,
-ray