I fucked up ... and I'm seriously torn in two about it. If I try to fix it ... I may hurt her again, and I don't want that at all; And if I don't fix it and leave it alone ... she'll be upset for a while, but she'll eventually move on ... we'll just be friends ... and I don't know if I want that either ...

The "new" me ...


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Arron's Stats
Piercings: Left ear, left side of lip, and right eyebrow
Eyewear: Soft Contacts (NO MORE GLASSES!!! [at least not in public]) and contemplating looking for sunglasses
Weight: Dropped from 38 to 34 in waist size so far and had to put two new holes in my size 40 belt
Other: No tats yet; 3 people including Kristine noticed my loss of ( Read more... )

I did something ... ::sigh:: I don't know if it was right or wrong or anything really ... I left her. She told me she wanted me back at home when I went to pick up my stuff ... ::sigh:: and I left, just for one night, I told her if she wanted me back tomorrow that'd I'd go back even if I had to walk. I promised her that, and I intend to keep it no ( Read more... )

"... to tell me she is lonely open up and hold me slowly feel my body become one and only. Death is just an excuse to forget you ( Read more... )

Here's the top six songs on my playlist in no particular order ...

1. Return to Innocence ~ Enigma
2. Paradise by the Dashboard Light ~ Meatloaf
3. Spitshine Sonata ~ The Bled
4. Mermaids (Child of the Blue) ~ Xandria
5. Pushit ~ Tool
6. Ballroom Blitz ~ The MisfitsThe next six who must participate in our music orgy ( Read more... )

1. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.

2. Do a Google Image search of the word.

3. Post it in a reply. Don't tell me the word

4. Eh..... you know what to do. Goddamn it, I hate to re-type crap.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63% Stability |||||||||||||||| 70% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||| 30% ( Read more... )

I was totally happy with life until about 5 minutes ago when I came to this website. Where I felt bad about it before, I feel totally fine now leaving Kristine's house to move in with Moni and will begin packing my things later this morning after the sun comes up. When I left to go to Mike's house, she made it seem like she wanted me to stay. She ( Read more... )

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