I get this. So, so much. I'm incapable of writing or saying anything when I get like this, I end up crying it out. It's like a sadness or a desperation to be understood. Your point about no one understanding or listening- I completely get that. My father, on the subject of my injury which is physically cured but screwed with my head a little- 'Get over it.' I've started to believe that whole AT Field thing from Eva- people shut themselves off from others and don't try to understand because it's easier. It doesn't make you sound bitchy or whiny. I've felt exactly- and I mean exactly- the same way, and it's better to talk/write about these things. I really hope you do feel better. <3
Slipped disc. It sounds ridiculous even to me, but I have gaps in my memory because of it- it was traumatically painful. And I was shut in and pretty much crippled for several months. And yeah, my dad is a jerk. I love him and he's always done his absolute best for me, but he's a jerk. It's through misunderstanding rather than intentional meanness though.
I'm glad you feel better! I had an emo-shower the other day, I brought down half my roleplay forum with me. Oops. ^^;
Ooh, ouch. I can imagine that would be pretty painful. The worst pain I've ever experienced is when I got my wisdom teeth taken out, and I would have probably gladly jumped off a building if I knew it would make my face stop hurting, so I totally get you on that.
Ha, yeah, well. Just as of late I've been feeling really pathetically woeful and it's starting to get a little alarming, because, seriously, I was FINE this weekend and now I'm all WOE IS ME MY LIFE IS PAIN.
By the waaaay, do you have gmail or msn or anything like that? 'Cause I've noticed that you seem to like RPing, and I also enjoy RPing, and the more people you have to bother with your ridiculous ideas the better. (Also, I am ALL ALONE OH MY GOD. ;_; All of the people I normally talk to have left me.)
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It doesn't make you sound bitchy or whiny. I've felt exactly- and I mean exactly- the same way, and it's better to talk/write about these things. I really hope you do feel better. <3
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Your dad sounds like kind of a jerk. Also, injury? /so nosy you have no idea
I do feel much better, thank you! It was just sort of like a passing emo-shower.
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I'm glad you feel better! I had an emo-shower the other day, I brought down half my roleplay forum with me. Oops. ^^;
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Ha, yeah, well. Just as of late I've been feeling really pathetically woeful and it's starting to get a little alarming, because, seriously, I was FINE this weekend and now I'm all WOE IS ME MY LIFE IS PAIN.
By the waaaay, do you have gmail or msn or anything like that? 'Cause I've noticed that you seem to like RPing, and I also enjoy RPing, and the more people you have to bother with your ridiculous ideas the better. (Also, I am ALL ALONE OH MY GOD. ;_; All of the people I normally talk to have left me.)
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