Comments | nettie20001: Setting this Straight

nettie20001

Setting this Straight

Mar 09, 2005 18:39

Okay, while I hate the fact that the person I'll be talking about in this entry will read this and most likely comment, I have to write this out so that people don't get the wrong idea, because someone left a comment on a recent entry of mine and I don't think understand what is going on. Okay, so let's start with this thing with Amanda and Emma ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 10 2005, 01:08:46 UTC

ok this just needs to be said, annette you can't use the exscuse that you haven't really showed ur real self to ne one when u say it all the time! i mean if you really cared that much about it you would try harded then you seem to be in changing! people find you annoying because you talk alot about urself! u can be an awesome listener, but in a group u don't listen u just talk! and you seem to always talk about sterling heights, yes you used to live there, like 2 years ago so u can sitll talk about it! just don't constantly!!!! ok soooo when we talk abotu something new you seem to ALWAYS bring it back~! u also have this thing where you seem really really confident! i mean confidence is good but when we say somethin you are like i am sure i will get it! i only did't get this because i am too short and thats stupid! and when u think u rock at dance, i have never seen you dance but u have only been dancing for like 5 months...do u really think u should try out for something where everyone has been dancing for years! i mean i kno you want ( ... )

nettie20001 March 10 2005, 02:12:54 UTC

Okay, so here's this, I just wish that you would say who you were. I would have more respect for you if you could only because then I know that it's you being honest with me and not someone else. Of course I'm not going to get mad, because you are being honest, but I have to say a few things. Now, I'm not using the thing where I haven't showed myself completely to you guys as an excuse, it's just, there's something that makes me feel like none of you truly know me, and I'm not sure what it is? I mean, I get so mad, like right now I'm crying because I've tried so hard to do just that, completely open up and be Annette, but it's hard. I am so self-concsious, and I don't even know why I can't. I don't know what it is I'm holding back, it's just a feeling that is really strong. I knew I talked a lot about myself, but I thought I had stopped that, I'll try to stop, thanks so much. Then, dance. Yea, I just love it so much, and always have that when I got back into it, I was so excited I couldn't shut up! lol. I don't think I'm all that good ( ... )

I didn't write that....but anonymous March 10 2005, 03:36:47 UTC

I have something to add. U really don't need to know who wrote that or who I am, because you will be mad at them and me. U say u wont, but deep down you will, because it is embarassing to be called out on personal flaws. So whoever the first person is....don't give yourself away ( ... )

anonymous March 10 2005, 14:21:16 UTC

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lilrachel247 March 10 2005, 12:05:49 UTC

its hurtful that u can't be 1oo% annette around us..............why not?

nettie20001 March 10 2005, 14:31:05 UTC

Thanks Rachel for trying to understand. I actually don't know why I'm not 100% myself around you guys. I'm trying so hard and it's coming soon, I can feel it. Chicago maybe. That's why I am so eager for everyone to come out to Sterling Heights with me, so they know what I'm like with my closest friends. Rachel, you are one of my friends I feel like I can really open to and I'm sure you'll see me open up completely real soon. Love ya!

2 words anonymous March 10 2005, 21:28:41 UTC

drama queen

just drop it ur not going to "break down" if you don't find out who this is

Re: 2 words nettie20001 March 10 2005, 21:32:34 UTC

How would you know, I am already. My mom she's not going to let me come to the computer anymore because everytime I do I get upset and cry, in other words, I break down. So much to the point that my mom is going to try and stop me from seeing my old friends as often. If you called here (go ahead), you'd understand that it's already begun to happen.

Re: 2 words keller08 March 11 2005, 03:42:05 UTC

hey annette... if you give me your password i can scan those comments and get their IP adress, meaning if the person who did them has an LJ.. ill know who it is.

Re: 2 words lilrachel247 March 12 2005, 01:25:02 UTC

u can do that????? thats cool!

Thread 6

tomanysecrets March 10 2005, 22:47:46 UTC

Hey Annette-- Don't tear yourself apart because of this...you're such an awesome person...yeah...i think i see why you've got a prob...you wanna b as close to ppl out in holt as u r/were in sterling heights...and at the same time not lose any closness with ppl here...its a tough position...I was there once...i was like 6, but i was still there...lol...not quite as bad...just remember that when your trying to "come out of the box" and be your full self...that no matter what you'll always have friends here...and ppl there will more than likely love the awesome person u r...and if not then they suck (no offense to those who wuldnt like her "out of the box ( ... )

gracereraser March 12 2005, 14:22:13 UTC

ok annette i didnt judge u i told u why i was mad at u obviosly i didnt explain it right when i told u what happened u told me that i didnt really do n e thing wrong and that emma would see that and not be mad at me n e more u said that and then u told emma that she was right to be mad at me see if people wouldve stayed out of our buissiness we wouldnt have fought forr soo long but that didnt happen also if u wouldve known the whole thing u wouldve known that me and emma talked during this big fight also someone said that it was wrong of me not to talk to emma and leaving her alone made it seem like i didnt care but u know me and emma fight differently then most people if we wouldve talked during that time then we wouldve said things that we didntl mean soo before u judge me look at this i realize that ove winter break i was really mena to u but when i put that first comment i was kidding i wasnt serious also if u knew me that is how i joke around annette we both judged each other and u cant just point the finger at me and say that i ( ... )