Setting this Straight

[nettie20001]

Okay, while I hate the fact that the person I'll be talking about in this entry will read this and most likely comment, I have to write this out so that people don't get the wrong idea, because someone left a comment on a recent entry of mine and I don't think understand what is going on. Okay, so let's start with this thing with Amanda and Emma

Comments

[anonymous]

ok this just needs to be said, annette you can't use the exscuse that you haven't really showed ur real self to ne one when u say it all the time! i mean if you really cared that much about it you would try harded then you seem to be in changing! people find you annoying because you talk alot about urself! u can be an awesome listener, but in a group u don't listen u just talk! and you seem to always talk about sterling heights, yes you used to live there, like 2 years ago so u can sitll talk about it! just don't constantly!!!! ok soooo when we talk abotu something new you seem to ALWAYS bring it back~! u also have this thing where you seem really really confident! i mean confidence is good but when we say somethin you are like i am sure i will get it! i only did't get this because i am too short and thats stupid! and when u think u rock at dance, i have never seen you dance but u have only been dancing for like 5 months...do u really think u should try out for something where everyone has been dancing for years! i mean i kno you want

[nettie20001]

Okay, so here's this, I just wish that you would say who you were. I would have more respect for you if you could only because then I know that it's you being honest with me and not someone else. Of course I'm not going to get mad, because you are being honest, but I have to say a few things. Now, I'm not using the thing where I haven't showed myself completely to you guys as an excuse, it's just, there's something that makes me feel like none of you truly know me, and I'm not sure what it is? I mean, I get so mad, like right now I'm crying because I've tried so hard to do just that, completely open up and be Annette, but it's hard. I am so self-concsious, and I don't even know why I can't. I don't know what it is I'm holding back, it's just a feeling that is really strong. I knew I talked a lot about myself, but I thought I had stopped that, I'll try to stop, thanks so much. Then, dance. Yea, I just love it so much, and always have that when I got back into it, I was so excited I couldn't shut up! lol. I don't think I'm all that good

I didn't write that....but

[anonymous]

I have something to add. U really don't need to know who wrote that or who I am, because you will be mad at them and me. U say u wont, but deep down you will, because it is embarassing to be called out on personal flaws. So whoever the first person is....don't give yourself away

[anonymous]

Re: I didn't write that....but

[anonymous]

I think that everyone who has written something in this in the past has done a very good job, no swear words just calm! Everyone is being nice and Respecting each other, i am impressed. Okay Annette you don't need to know who any of these people are and i think that but you not knowing then we can truly help you and try to understand you. You have great friends who are surronding you are someone has given them the chance to tell you what they think and yet still be as awesome of friend. Listen to these comments but don't worry about them, u still have friends that love you, we just all want to help. I am sure that moving was one of the most difficult things you have had to do, we are here to help you deal if you need us to be but, we want you to understand that you make us feel like holt is horribly below where you used to live. Don't overreacct about this comment, just listen and make sure that u have some awesome friends. Rachel Emma Kelly Danielle, Stephanie, Whitney,Jill Morgan Anna...you have tons! they should be helping you, let

Re: I didn't write that....but

[nettie20001]

Thanks again for the comment, just you need to understand that not knowing will almost literally tear me apart. It is already beginning. Please, I have to know so I can with you face to face, because that's what really needs to be done. About Holt, actually, I'm beginning to realize that Holt is a lot better than Sterling Heights, other than the few best friends I have there, most of them were stuck up. I don't look down on Holt at all, it's just different, everything is. How we talk, what we talk about, the big sports, everything. This is really hard for me, and I'm trying to, believe me. I am. You all just have to back up and give me my space because I'm feeling suffocated. I know I have a life here now, but there's only a year and a half of experiences here, whereas in Sterling Heights I had about 10 years. I am still going to talk about it, or else I would barely ever talk, but I'll ease up a little bit on it.