Sometimes i feel like I am holding the sun im my hands. So bright and beautiful....... and searing my skin off.

Don't tell, it isn't what you see ( Read more... )

"remember what whoreing is - you young people especially, you're all obsessed with sex, you think everything is about sex - whoreing has very little to do with sex, sexual whoreing is a minor and trivial business, it's harly worht talking about" - Richard Mitchell ( Read more... )

I would only be a 6.

Finaly I got my drivers licence, no more lazyness! I can't use not being able to drive as an excuse to be lazy. So I look naked in my Licence photo becuase I was wearing a shirt that had no straps, yeah it's cool then if my dad buys the jeep we looked at today I can tell people that I jeep naked...HA I crack my-self up. Anyhow ALEX sorry that I ( Read more... )

alright so I wish that I hadn't let everyone know just how I feel all the time. I used to be so good at hiding it outside of my home. Now it seems like if someone ask's me how my day was I tell them my whole goddamned life story. Especially you, Goddamn the day I met you, you hurt me by telling me that riley had a hard life in a manner that ( Read more... )

So I would love to just pretend that I don't care about anyone or anything and life becomes incresingly more diffacult but whose doesn't? Oh everybody's does just some worse then others. So things are going through my head and I'm not sure what things mean. I am dense I need bluntness....OK thats a lie, I can figure out what people are trying to ( Read more... )

so I'm in the washington state tonight. Not bad a little chilly but not bad. went to my therapist today she made me list everything that I hate....I took the whole session up telling her all the things I hate. Luckily none of them were people, they were things that people did but never people themselfs. Of cource like a child I cried to remeber ( Read more... )

I found my camcorder, haha, If I can keep my sisters grubby little paws off it, i will have it attached to my hand for the next week and a half FUN!! I love camera's. My mom is actually trying to help me with my art career she says she will buy me film so that I can take pictures, you know around, it's gonna be great more stuff for my portfolio. ( Read more... )

I went to a therapist today, it was really interesting and I go again on wednesday. Sad to say it's already helping, I guess I really can't fix it all by my-self. I am working out like mad, working off the anger I have pent up inside of me (and all the food I eat with caitlyn), old feelings seer anew becuase of a situation in which I had to swollow ( Read more... )