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I will die alone.
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I knew today wasn't going to be good when my insane neighbor woke me up screaming at 4:30 am. Then I had a nightmare about losing my teeth and was near having an anxiety attack all day. I cried at Easter dinner because everyone is an expert on why I'm poor. You can just get a 2nd job? Why don't you go back to teaching? What do you mean you can't ( Read more... ) -
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when i'm not talking about suicide on here, i do blog about my terrible dating experiences here: http://catladyforlife.wordpress.com -
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i am kind of a debbie downer.
i'm really sick of being fucking broke. working all day seems like a waste. -
Before I go to bed.
so i have been hanging out with a guy for the past couple of weeks. like hanging out most days of the week, having great sex, etc. however, in true rachel style, i am waiting to be totally disappointed. i am half tempted to give up and just go back to being comfortable being alone with cats. we hung out all day yesterday and it was nice, however, ( Read more... ) -
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i can't sleep. i don't think anyone uses this. i have a google blog but no one reads it. i miss LJ. i just got out of a 5 day stint at the hospital. my bipolar was very manic and i was reckless. it sucks. i can't control it and i hate that feeling. anyway, i met some really cool people there and hope the one girl and i hit it off as bff's though ( Read more... ) -
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dear livejournal-
as long as you have obnoxious ads that interrupt my usage, i will not be using you. sorry. -
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I ride my bike bike to the boardwalk and listen to the ocean as I ride. I stop on benches and people watch. I miss Pittsburgh and friends but love where in am. My job is good. I like my kids. Yet, at the same time I feel scared and unstable. Matt has no job yet and I'm not paid until the 20th. For someone normal it's not a huge problem but my brain ( Read more... ) -
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so tumbler is kind of rad. follow me at: http://missruckus.tumblr.com/