Ever had a song make you feel like you've been punched in the gut? Try "Illusion" by VNV Nation.
Yeah, my last two years summed up in one song:
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Combine it with that video (which is Andy Haung's "Dollface" - a painfully wrenching piece in and of itself), and it's a tear-jerker. I had to remind myself to breathe while watching it.