Why did I have to be cursed. and be a female? it is not fair that females have to go through as much physical pain that we have to go through. cramps are not fair. I hate myself at this particular moment. Ilove phoenox dearly, and i wish that he were here to hold me in his arms, and make the pain go away. I know that he couldn't really take it ( Read more... )

The best conversation starter in the world : Hey baby!! (then, said party just farts). That is so sick. I don't have the slightest clue what I am talking about. I am just tired. I have gummy bears!!!!! Phoenix, do you have gummy bears? I love you though. lol ( Read more... )

I am now confirmed in my belief that phoenix and I will be together for a long time to come. I don't know what I did you deserve such a wonderful person to be with me in my life, but I do whole-heartedly believe that he is my life-partner, my soulmate. I feel so completely different when I am around him. It is like all of the troubles that go on ( Read more... )

beauty is a faerie in my mind's eye.
love is a phoenix in my heart's door.

I never thought in all my 20 yrs. that I would find anyone to love. I at times felt that I was meant to be alone forever. But somehow, ever since the first time that I talked to phoenix on the computer, I knew that something about him was different. I am beyond trying to understand how on earth I became worthy enough to grace his prescence. But it ( Read more... )

I am quite happy today. Yet, I am exhausted. It is kinda sad that my asst. mgr. quit yesterday afternoon, but to me, who's next? What is going to become of the rest of the veteran workers at Grimm House? I hope that we are able to stay. I am happy!!! I got to spend some time with phoenix last night. I didn't get home until late,(as in early ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but phoenix amazes me more and more as time goes by. He is such a wonderful boyfriend. I wouldn't trade him for the world. He was so intent on seeing me today, that even though he hadn't slept in over 24 hours, he still showed up at my doorstep this evening to visit. Now, I call that dedication. I was so worried about him ( Read more... )

I am quite amazed. How is it that I, ( the relentless dork/pain in the ass/bitch) have found someone that cares about me as I have cared about countless others in the past? Why would someone so perfect even bother spending a second in his day to think of me? What have I done to deserve such a great honor? How have I been deemed worthy enough to ( Read more... )

Have recently mentioned that I am a happy bnkie? I am super stellar happy. I am a girlfriend again. I feel dutified; for in a relationship, I feel the particular need to be the best girlfriend in the entire universe ( Read more... )

My heart, and mind is overflowing with a joy that I don't think that I have ever known. I am kind of speechless. I am no longer single, and after 3 months and 8 days, it feels so refreshing. The fellow that I have met and I are a couple. I know that it might sound crazy since we have only officially known each other for like 4 days, but there ( Read more... )