Oh, how joyous it feels to have the raging storms in my life calmed into tranquil oceans of bliss!!
I am quite amazed. How is it that I, ( the relentless dork/pain in the ass/bitch) have found someone that cares about me as I have cared about countless others in the past? Why would someone so perfect even bother spending a second in his day to think of me? What have I done to deserve such a great honor? How have I been deemed worthy enough to be the companion of such a wonderful person? Don't get me wrong, I value myself fairly highly, however, I have never had such good luck in finding a decent boyfriend. How in the world did I find one like Phoenix? Do I cherish him, you better damn well believe that I do! He is a wonderful person, and I think that I should like to stay with him for quite some time. If not forever, because I am tired of the dating scene, and all the dumb shit that goes along with it. Methinks that he wouldn't mind that idea either. With the separate threats that have been thrown our way, from either family, I think that we will be good to each other, out of respect, love, and the fear of death, (lol)
In other news, tonight, my dad and mom celebrated the top of the google search engine accomplishment, with a bottle of champagne, and a bottle of white zyphandale. So I have quite a buzz, and I am going to eventually try to sleep it off, and not go to work like that. That would suck.
I am kinda sad that I won't get to see phoenix until monday, but I am kinda glad because that means that he is doing things to better himself, and that he works hard. Those are two admirable traits.
In funnier news, now I can say that I have four important men in my life that I care about deeply. 1. my dad. 2. my brother. 3. phoenix, and 4. my raven squishy. ( yes, cats are extremely important people deserving of such love, and you better best bet that I love my cat) I almost made poor phoenix go through the squish test. That is where if my cat doesn't like you, I don't like you, but I denied him that test because I like him so much that to me, it does not matter what anyone thinks about him. Although he would have passed the squish test with flying colors, because squishy raven loves him dearly already. I think that I am soon to fall into that category. I don't know why, but there is just something about him that is soooo captivating. I could just be in his arms forever. It just feels so "right" I don't know what has come over me. Just being in his arms makes me feel like I am putty in his hands. Like he is a snake charmer, and I am a snake. Ooh, chills. just reminiscing on the events of the afternoon. I am now 99.5 percent complete. There are only a few things missing from this and they will come later down the road if everything works out as planned in my head, my singing career, a wedding ring, and 2 kids of my own. One day in time it will happen.
Well, I am quite sure everyone has had enough of this tale, so I am going to go to sleep before my eyes beging to cross for a second time, it means that I am tired
luv to all, hugs to most, and kisses to phoenix, for without you, I would be dead to the world, a sad shell, and all together depressed wench. You are filling the empty places in my heart.!!!!!!!!
For you: all the stars in the sky, + all the kisses my lips can give with ease, and all the star dust in my eyes.
For you have given me so much more: A smile, and a future to look forward to, and a lingering scent to tantalize my senses.
What more could I ask for? Nothing.
In other news, tonight, my dad and mom celebrated the top of the google search engine accomplishment, with a bottle of champagne, and a bottle of white zyphandale. So I have quite a buzz, and I am going to eventually try to sleep it off, and not go to work like that. That would suck.
I am kinda sad that I won't get to see phoenix until monday, but I am kinda glad because that means that he is doing things to better himself, and that he works hard. Those are two admirable traits.
In funnier news, now I can say that I have four important men in my life that I care about deeply. 1. my dad. 2. my brother. 3. phoenix, and 4. my raven squishy. ( yes, cats are extremely important people deserving of such love, and you better best bet that I love my cat) I almost made poor phoenix go through the squish test. That is where if my cat doesn't like you, I don't like you, but I denied him that test because I like him so much that to me, it does not matter what anyone thinks about him. Although he would have passed the squish test with flying colors, because squishy raven loves him dearly already. I think that I am soon to fall into that category. I don't know why, but there is just something about him that is soooo captivating. I could just be in his arms forever. It just feels so "right" I don't know what has come over me. Just being in his arms makes me feel like I am putty in his hands. Like he is a snake charmer, and I am a snake. Ooh, chills. just reminiscing on the events of the afternoon. I am now 99.5 percent complete. There are only a few things missing from this and they will come later down the road if everything works out as planned in my head, my singing career, a wedding ring, and 2 kids of my own. One day in time it will happen.
Well, I am quite sure everyone has had enough of this tale, so I am going to go to sleep before my eyes beging to cross for a second time, it means that I am tired
luv to all, hugs to most, and kisses to phoenix, for without you, I would be dead to the world, a sad shell, and all together depressed wench. You are filling the empty places in my heart.!!!!!!!!
For you: all the stars in the sky, + all the kisses my lips can give with ease, and all the star dust in my eyes.
For you have given me so much more: A smile, and a future to look forward to, and a lingering scent to tantalize my senses.
What more could I ask for? Nothing.