So I stopped taking my sleeping pills after 2 nights because they were making me so damn tired during the day making it hard to work. Its 3am and all i want to do is sleep. Ive been tossing the whole damn night. Its gonna be another rough day at work because of it too. I just need to shut my brain off......

"It Ends Tonight ( Read more... )

Every word I say, I mean it ( Read more... )

Not how i wanted to "celebrate" finally getting a good job. Here i spent my week filling out paperwork, being constantly on the go, and making more phone calls than i wanted to. And all i get to celebrate my hard work is a massive stomache ache and crashing early ( Read more... )

After months of feeling lower than i have felt in a long time i think things are finally getting better. I have done more for myself in the past 3 days than i have done for 3 months. I will have my CNA lisence very soon which will at least give me certification for a better job. I dont know how soon i will get scheduled for the test, but until ( Read more... )

I have thought and thought about if i should ever post in here again, and i have possibly made the wrong decision. Im sure it will bite me in the ass soon if i have. Its 10:30 on a friday night and i should either be out on the town or in bed asleep, of which i have found neither to be of interest. My head hurts due to the past 3 hours of just ( Read more... )

Last Thing ( Read more... )

You are a hoe.


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WOW. This semester is already incredibly stressful. So much to do, so little time. I havent gotten out for a weekend of fun in a very long time. I love seeing movies, but the last one i saw was Christmas with the Kranks just before the holidays. That is until last night. Went and saw Boogyman with David. Crappy movie, good company. I missed ( Read more... )

So i am really not sure what to do with this thing. Updating seems pointless. Yet I really dont want to delete it. I really dont want it broken into again, but it already was and all my personal thoughts were read and distributed. Some people think they are so high and mighty, and yet they refuse to look in the mirror and see that they are no ( Read more... )