sigh
Not how i wanted to "celebrate" finally getting a good job. Here i spent my week filling out paperwork, being constantly on the go, and making more phone calls than i wanted to. And all i get to celebrate my hard work is a massive stomache ache and crashing early.
I had a really crappy dream last night too - I was at my boyfriends appartment watching tv one night. We were on the couch and I leaned in to kiss him and he turned his head to block it. He said we need to slow it down. I told him it was cool and i understood and told him i was going home. But then he put up a huff about me not spending the night. It was just sad and confusing. He said we were gonna be just fine. Tell me why I dont feel right. Why I dont feel like we are fine.
But in the brightest note...I have managed to lose 8lbs in less than 2 weeks!!! This makes me very happy!
I had a really crappy dream last night too - I was at my boyfriends appartment watching tv one night. We were on the couch and I leaned in to kiss him and he turned his head to block it. He said we need to slow it down. I told him it was cool and i understood and told him i was going home. But then he put up a huff about me not spending the night. It was just sad and confusing. He said we were gonna be just fine. Tell me why I dont feel right. Why I dont feel like we are fine.
But in the brightest note...I have managed to lose 8lbs in less than 2 weeks!!! This makes me very happy!