"Them animal rights people ruined the fur industry didn't they?" said the stupid old man.

this is never ending. I have never been more offended by two people in my life. their conversations are ridiculous.

I have never in my life had to sit and endure such blatant racisim and down right stupidity. I am currently at work sitting at the front desk. in the lobby are two old men. Their first topic would be what I call racism. "Mexicans..." this "Japs..." that. Give me a break. From there they moved on to how expensive things are in Europe and how they ( Read more... )

 I am in the best mood. I can't even remember when I have been this upbeat. This week has jut been soo good. I hung out with my aunts on tuesday and went shopping. while in the gap it was recomended to me that I apply for a job by one of the store managers and one of the employees. I dare not get my hopes up again but I think it would be fun to ( Read more... )

Things I am excited about:

1. My Scott Mutter poster in frame. 
          - I think I am gonna research him further. I like his work.
2. "Brothers and Sisters" on dvd. 
          - Each episode guaranteed to make you cry or tear up. 
3. Fall weather approaching. 
          - who doesn't love sweaters scarfs and chi tea. I just need to find someone to ( Read more... )

I fixed my computer. I don't know how, but it is working. its kinda slow though. I'm gonna take it in to be cleaned up and everything but I am tired of having a desktop. I am looking into buying laptop. Dell hasn't done me too well so far and I am not really into the apple line. plus the apple notebooks are so expensive. everybody says they are so ( Read more... )

I am tired of life in general; work, friends, family. I just can't handle feeling disappointed or forgotten anymore.

Someone always says, "things will get better." Do they or do you just learn to live with it? Right now I can barely handle it.

I finally did it. Friday I went and bought a brand new car. Its a Mazda3 iSport. it is black with black interior. I had to order it so I won't actually get it till tuesday but I am so excited. It even has hookup for my ipodThis is my first real adult purchase. the process was kind of overwhelming though. I didn't really know how much goes into ( Read more... )

In approximately one month I will be back in the place I hold near and dear the most. not because of the actual location but because of who is there. Michigan will be my travel destination in about one month. I will be there for around two weeks this time. I can't tell you how much I need to see a friend right now. I miss them all more than they ( Read more... )

I just got home from work and I am drained. last night was my first death while alone in the office working third shift. It was one of the sadest nights I have experienced while working at the hospitol. A guy came in codeing from the ambulance (that pretty much means he is nonresponsive) and his family came in about the same time. well we couldn't ( Read more... )

I am a terrible mess lately. Ever since I went to michigan I have been trying to figure out what I want to do with my future. This has really been spurred by my inability to cope with anything that happens here in Brazil. my parents are a constant pressure to do things they want. the thing is that I am not doing things the way they want but I have ( Read more... )