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[Russian: I think he rejected me because he has someone else. I should have guessed that, but, it doesn't make it hurt any less.

Why is this so hard?]

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I will be remaining on the ship while we are docked, but I hope everyone has a good time while we are here!

I apologize to everyone for my past, and current behavior, I have been acting inappropriately in many ways. It will not effect my performance on the bridge.

Security Access: Lieutenant Charlene MastersThank you for your advice last night. It felt good to talk to someone. You are a very good friend ( Read more... )

I had a very nice time out with everyone! It was nice to relax, but, I think I am one of only ones who remembers that night very clearly ( Read more... )

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I think I have admitted enough very embarrassing secrets today. Now, I am very worried about many things.

I am still looking forward to spending time planet-side with everyone, though.

I am going to go run in the gym, to clear my head. It has been a very confusing day.

If I am needed, I will have my communicator.

I had a difficult time sleeping last night. I cannot seem to clear my head. Too many...ah...bad dreams. Maybe I will find Doctor McCoy today to get some kind of medicine. I am not very useful if I cannot concentrate during the day ( Read more... )

((OOC note: Just in general, I'll be including things written and spoken in Russian in [ ]'s :D Kay?))When at first we were told we would be docked for repairs, I was very excited. I slept for a very long time. But now, the longer we are staying here, the more restless I become. I suppose that is the joke of being a navigator on a ship that is not ( Read more... )