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nawigator

Peronal Entry

Jun 15, 2009 20:10

I apologize to everyone for my past, and current behavior, I have been acting inappropriately in many ways. It will not effect my performance on the bridge.

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nawigator June 16 2009, 00:44:52 UTC

Ah, sorry Chris, yes, everything is fine. I am just under stress is all. I appreciate your concern, but I am alright.

charl_in_charge June 16 2009, 00:52:59 UTC

Security Access: En. Chekov

Oh hon. I'm so sorry. Do you want to talk about it? Or come tinker with delicate engineering equipment? Hit something with a wrench? A hug?

Let me know if I can do anything.

nawigator June 16 2009, 04:50:40 UTC

It is alright, thank you though...It was a silly crush after all, and I think he had some...I think he knew what he was talking about, yes?

He said, because I am only 17, I do not know how I feel. That did hurt a little bit, I will be honest.

charl_in_charge June 16 2009, 05:18:28 UTC

I don't want to make you feel any worse, but I don't think there was anything silly about it. If he told you that it was... well I'm going to reserve judgment. Even if a big part of me wants to go rough him up a bit.

And I would have been hurt by that too. You seem pretty mature to me...wandering the halls angsting aside...not that I don't do that sometimes still. No one has the right to tell you how you feel. You age shouldn't factor into it at all. That's all kinds of ridiculous.

Hell if you don't want to, I'm going to go hit something with a wrench for awhile.

nawigator June 16 2009, 05:58:51 UTC

You are not making me feel worse, do not worry...I am just...It hurts, I guess. I have never been through something like this before. It is strange.

I do not know what I expected him to say.

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lt_swashbuckle June 16 2009, 06:15:28 UTC

How many times do I have to tell you to stop apologizing? You didn't do anything wrong.

Security Locked: Pavel Chekov

How are you holding up?

nawigator June 16 2009, 06:19:33 UTC

I was only trying to be responsible.

Security locked: Hikaru Sulu

I am fine.

lt_swashbuckle June 16 2009, 06:21:11 UTC

Well I guess arguing with that would make me a hypocrite, huh?

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Are you sure? I was really worried. I'm still really worried. Just because I said what I said, doesn't mean I don't care.

nawigator June 16 2009, 06:22:29 UTC

It would, yes.

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Yes, I am sure. Thank you for your concern, though.

hesdead_jim June 16 2009, 08:13:37 UTC

Something wrong, kid?

jimtiberiuskirk June 16 2009, 14:50:16 UTC

...Huh. Well, if you've been acting inappropriately in any way, I haven't really noticed, so apologies are unnecessary.

[Private to Ensign Chekov]

Er.

Need anything, kid?