i pretty much HATE it when people are theoretical in their beliefs. pick up a fucking book. read the fucking news. i mean seriously, some people seem to see themselves as a strainer, going through their lives weeding out bad things mindlessly, not learning to prepare, or care for the things that will build up. i hate people who assume that because ( Read more... )

i wish there was 1 person in this world that loved me unconditionally. i wish that they loved the person i am and didnt want me to be any different. i wish that i didnt make other people so uncomfortable and i wish other people didnt make me so uncomfortable. i wish i knew how to handle people. i wish i was confident in every action i made. i wish ( Read more... )

wow, maybe I should write in here more. yknow i bet it might give me back my old wit. so i woke up today and cleaned up a lil bit and then i texted zach and he was still asleep. so he called me and came and got me and we hung out. we quabbled over stuff i dont want to talk about. wow, i kinda suck at this whole livejournal thing... i just dont want ( Read more... )

The devil who temped Jesus ( Read more... )

baby, ive lost my edge. a song sung by every small town artist who reflects upon their short and inconsequential life. ive lately reflected on my old habits of speech. i used to use amazing little phrases and i swear i was like a brit. i used words like "daddio" and i had more confidence in my speech patterns. and now. i wondered what i lost. it ( Read more... )

Yeah, October break.. uhm, Vanessa came up, we hung out and she bitched about everything and I put up with her crap. I watched Haggard with her and Zach separately. It was really nice being told that I'm a stupid sell out scene kid with horrible taste in music && that I'm still just the same as I used to be, Vanessa hasn't changed, she's ( Read more... )

i think my whole life just fell apart ( Read more... )

Dad made the best ceviche last night, ooooooh baby it was so good ( Read more... )

My thoughts are turning. Disturbed always makes me feel like dressing up. No thought entertains me more than being just a little farther from where I am. I'm tired of people making insane friend chains and popularity contests.. I love my friends. all of my friends are dark and creepy and they are the only people in my school who entertain me and ( Read more... )

X-men III was amazing.

I want a gigantic tattoo of Hugh Jackman that covers my entire body.