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i cant figure it out. i feel like i cant make robert understand something. i cant get him to see what im trying to tell him. well its more like i cant make it come out. we got in a fight lastnight. it wasnt very good but things are better now. i heard a few things i needed to hear. its just shitty. i count the days til i get to see him again. right ( Read more... )

wow, i just realised that the date is actually right on this tihng... well also you can see thats its 930am. which is really lame. i have an interview today. i think im just stressed. i think thats why ive had such a tummy ache for the last few days. i dunno. i really shouldnt be stressing about it they are either going to give me what i want, or ( Read more... )

today i really do feel awesome. and im going to try really hard to keep it that way. lastnight with the whole thing with Robert, i got up and started tlaking to my friend jesse who knows me quite well.. hence last post. i did sleep in late lastnight but that would be because i stayed late talking to him. i used the whole sound machine thing ( Read more... )

i got really pissed off at this thing earlier. it froze on me in the middle of typing a whole bunch of stuff out. and what really pissed me off was that i feel like went i write it makes me feel better but its not complete unless i post it. which is kinda silly. but i guess thats how it works with me ( Read more... )

im up early today. im trying to add a few things into my day to make it a little better. i think i attached that hard one today. all i want to do is go back and laydown. but i havnt. i was going to go to st cloud again today. i went lastnight to appy for a job. i dont want to go to st cloud just yet. i dont want to rush around today. i might ( Read more... )

im just getting ready for work. showered and everything. ive had a few pretty shitty days. Robert and i had an upset lastnight. it seems to be all better now. i understand where he is coming from. i feel bad for getting as upset as i did. i just want to get this all over with. i think a lot of it is that hes starting to train his replacement in and ( Read more... )

im kinda sleepy kinda not. which i had something to do, someone to talk to. i kinda wish i had some form of exercise program set up. i think once we move to st. cloud ill join the y again.. ill get a student discount which is awesome. start taking classes again. see if i can get rid of this fat thats pissing me off. i was trying to get pilaties ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. im starting to feel like shit. i should go lay down but i dont see the point in it im not tired at all. robert is really sick. poor kid. hes got a really bad cold. i hope he feels better. im watching the lenno show. the hives are on.. imkinda diggin it. they are kinda twitchy thouhg. the dude almost lost the mic stand. i thought i ( Read more... )

i kinda have a sad feeling, maybe robert is brushing me off again like he did lastweek. im starting to notice it now. i kinda want to ask what hes feeling. i dont want to piss him off. and i dont want to be annoying. i could just call him quick and ask him what hes thinking, but he might just say something about the videogame he is playing. which i ( Read more... )