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Pokemon
During a drunken night back in college, a friend read my palm and told me my future. he said I'll end up alone if I choose my career. he told me I'll be so good at it, I'm gonna be one of the best. but still, I'll end up alone. the other option was not to work too hard on my career and end up with 3 beautiful kids (okay I added the beautiful, but I ( Read more... ) -
On being loved in return
The road is long and the path is weak. There's a tunnel nearby. I tried holding my breath as long as the tunnel and pray that my wish will come true. I wish for someone to love me back. I prayed for someone who will accept me for me. I prayed for you.
I tried asking myself why did I let you go? You are the first person to make me feel loved. I ( Read more... ) -
on depression and anxiety attacks
If you are reading this letter, it means I’ve survived. I’ve survived the bullying, the discrimination, the judgmental stares. I’ve survived them all. I want to tell you the story of how I overcome my sickness. Let me rephrase that; How I am trying to overcome my sickness ( Read more... ) -
Parang ganito, parang tayo. Parang gago
Sabi nila, wala daw lalake na ganiyan kalambing pag wala naman silang nararamdaman para sa isang babae. Naniwala naman ako. Naniwala at napaniwala ako na meron kang nararamdaman para sa ‘kin. Naniwala ako na iba ako sa kanila. Naniwala ako na mahalaga ako sa’yo. Nanalig ako na mahal mo na ako. Pero hindi naman ganun yun di ba? Kasi sabi lang nila ( Read more... ) -
Douchebag #54
How can I forget about something when I’m not even thinking about it? See the thing with you is that you assume that all girls are clingy after sex especially the single ones, but we’re not. I don’t wanna generalise it but if you’re thinking that we’re emotionally attached after sex, then you are terribly wrong. We are as horny as you are and ( Read more... ) -
Lies for the liars
You spent most of your day daydreaming about your prince. You’ve lowered your standards because the one you really love is a demi-god. And so you moved on to a new prey. The sweet, innocent one that you can play with at the palm of your hands. You swooned over this boy and gave him everything just so he could be yours. But he is not yours. He will ( Read more... ) -
Letter #2
When I’m with you, I feel like a bird trapped in a cage waiting for her master to pet her.
No, I don’t love you anymore. I just enjoy torturing myself for not being loved by you. I’m not bitter either. I know from the very start that this can’t happen and I’m happy I’ve finally accepted it. Actually, I have no choice but to do it because the ( Read more... ) -
Letter #1 aka Ang tanga tanga ko po
It was never my intention to fall in love you. Tatay nga ang tingin ko sa'yo di ba? Friend, pwede na rin. Pero never in a romantic way. Never kong naimagine na maging boyfriend ka kasi hindi naman talaga kita type. Hindi ko gusto na magkagusto sa'yo kasi idol kita eh. Mas maraming perks ang maging kaibigan ka kaysa ang maging boyfriend ka.
Apat na ( Read more... ) -
Self pity, what an awesome snack
I have a copy of "All about Lily Chou Chou" for as long as I remember but I haven't watched it because I thought it was a chinese film. But while waiting for HIMYM 200th episode to download, I started watching it and well realize it was a Japanese film after all. I was disinterested at first. The film looks so beautiful even if it's shot digitally ( Read more... ) -
Repercussion of having a culminating event
I've been drunk during the day but this, so far, has been the loneliest but the most hopeful of them all. I was ready to go to that meeting and share my thoughts, but they had to cancel it because they are still waiting for the producers to approve the project. Now I am waiting, waiting for the project, waiting for the event to start, and maybe, ( Read more... )