So it's been a few years ay? haha I'm surprised I even remembered my name and pw to this site but alas I did. Oh how so much has changed and so little on I want to update every person who doesn't read this because I haven't posted in 2 years ( Read more... )

all day during school i just wanted to come home and take a nap...so i figured go ahead ur pay period just cut off why not take a day off. so i did. i feel really bad about it now =/ there still is time to get up and go to work but i just won't. so i'm pretty much making myself feel this way. i could go to work and not feel bad anymore but i won't ( Read more... )

u know it's true! o.k. so i tested it if u couldnt tell hahahha...and yah i'm back here for a while, i wanna be anti-social. =] riight riight. anyways...so it's november already? shit time has surely flied by super fast. let's be gay! but um i'm writing a book, yah let's see how far that'll get me..hahaha the girl that won't even get up to get food ( Read more... )

testing...

---itz all for adrian---i was to the point of extinction ( Read more... )

slit my wrists
cut my throat
then throw me in the river
pray to god i don't float
sometimes it seems like nothing is right
so i'd rather be dead tonight

today was kinda cool, kinda boring. i woke up and did pretty much nothing all day but played the sims and then my parents and amanda left and i still played the sims...but later on i watched t.v. and put together my wardrobe for my room :] and then i was going to go out so i get all ready and no one ends up going out...dontcha love it when that ( Read more... )

anyways...yesterday was pretty cool...went to will's but today i find very boring...the only way i'm going out is if adrian goes out but he's not picking up his cell phone, and i do'nt wanna not see him again today... D: i think his fone is on silent so he won't get my calls until he actually wakes up...GRRR!!! wutever anyways... just a chillaxin ( Read more... )

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i went back to my xanga guys!:)

okay i wanna go to bed so this'll be a lil short. friday i didn't go to school so me and kelli could do our community service because we missed the stupid retreat. so we went to good ole thecla to help out, that was fun. i saw some old teachers but most people there didn't recognize me because i changed alot since then...as most of u know. anyways ( Read more... )