so going all the way back to the post before last. He did indeed come down for my birthday in June. It was nice. That was goodbye though. We havent talked much since then. And im sorta happy. I've been focusing much on school and other things. Still ready to roll up out this B! umm what else, talkin to a guy named Daniel. i kno, right? He's ( Read more... )

Im over Frank.

Not Happy.

Talkin' to sum1 who seems so amazing.

Been sick as a dog lately. Going to the doctor next week. Idk whats wrong. Ive been stressed, I kno thats a mental factor. I know stress can cause physical problems too, but dang. But I have no time to sit around and heal, no time to sulk and complain, so instead.. I pretend im ok. And while it feels like im constantly being stabbed in my stomach, ( Read more... )

Depressed. Started back talking to frank. or should i say he started back talkin' to me. thinkin' about takin' a break from school for a semester or twoo. thats is all.

My valentines day was just like another day to me. It actually kind of sucked too. Why? I spent time with my two sisters shoppin for lingerie, for their husbands. It was quite awkward being not only single, but completely manless, shopping with two married women in lingerie stores. O well. I'll get over it. We ate a quick lunch before we went back ( Read more... )

God is good

wait..God is great

Life is great!

L or Frank moved to Florida or wherever he's a lost cause

He came to see me before he left

School is Great

And I stole ur format 4 dis one! LMAO!

Its like I keep finding these songs that relate to me. I just heard STILL STANDING by Monica, and it is so true. Ive been batttling mental emotions for quite sometime now. School has been stressing me out. Im going to make a mental note to never take 6 biology classes in one semester anymore. Eever. And try to have two jobs on top of that, plus a ( Read more... )

Im totally feeling this song "I gotta find peace of mind" by Lauryn Hill. I dont understand how a break up of seven months is still affecting me until this day. I just dont understand. God knows I've tried my hardest to move on. But its like no one can replace him or ever... I just dunno. I feel like a waste. I hate myself.. Im still debating ( Read more... )

IS like...is like...Im ready to settle down..as in like..umm.. umm..marriage. With whom I have no idea just yet.

 These are some crazy thoughts. so Beware.. before reading. LOL. Sometimes i write in here like nobody else is reading it but me,m because i truly dont feel like writing in an offline journal. It is so much easier to just type on the computer. Anyways lets get started.

1. School is so like seriously starting to irritate me. However, I'm liking it a ( Read more... )