So I was so stressed out dis week. I should have reviewed at least a little studied. Passed two test, and flunked one. I will definitely not do that again. I have to be a strong woman. I can't lose. I must win. I have a problem with failure which often gets me into a depressive state. I wish there was something I could do about that. Umm.. what ( Read more... )

So life has been great for the most part. Like I always say.. The devil keeps messin, but God keeps on blessin. Ive been really really sick. I had to go to the doc just da other day. He told me that I had a flu thats going around. So I guess he indirectly told me I had caught swine flu, or maybe not. Who knows. I just pray my body continues to ( Read more... )

Hey this is quite weird coz I'm posting on mah phone. But yea life has pretty much been the same. Found out I couldn't give blood. Makes me quite sad. I did the cna program this summer so I could find a job easily. I'm going out tomorrow again job hunting. I've still been tryin to heal over frank. Considering he's still a big part of my life and I ( Read more... )

There has been a lot going on in my life. Im just very confused. So today.. was the day.. it went down. I dont think I'll ever see him again. I pray he doesnt do anything stupid. Also.. I just wish he would get psychiatric help. He needs it. Im pissed. Life is great..yet it sucks.

All I wanna do is cry.. but I can't seem to.

Just great, Im stuck in the house tomorrow.. because I'm sick? I sound congested.. and I have no idea whats wrong with me. I have no period yet again. I just need birth control. I love to go. I get depressed when Im stuck in the house. I can't even go to the run-a-thon tomorrow. Just great. I have absolutely no one to talk to. No one. Not even him ( Read more... )

1. Why do dark skinned females seem to keep themselves up more? Light skinned girls... all the way down to caramels, and pretty browns.. usually go out lookin' a hot mess and dont quite seem to care, yet a dark skinned girl will only leave da house if she's dressed to impress? Hmm, why is that?

2. Why do I still think of him? And why can't I stand ( Read more... )

Ive realized the reason why I kept him around and put up with so much of his shit is because, I was lonely. These past couple of weeks have been lonelier than ever. I seriously have nobody. Nobody at all to talk to. Its like I care about so many other people, they dont give a shit about me. Im so tired of feeling this way. I play rock band all day ( Read more... )

All I can say is Im happy happy happy, blessed blessed blessed! LOL.. and o Ari im sorry, that was me btw.. that texted you. (318)564-3285. I kinna sorta wanted it to be anonymous in a way.
Edit: WOo0o0ow! I gave out the wrong number. How do I not know my own telephone number! (318) 469-3285.

My dreams are pretty much gone. I deleted my other journal entry( the super long one) because I dont even feel that way anymore. After today. Fuck No.  I should have learned my lesson a long time ago. Why didnt I listen? Is love really that blind? Hell, I dont even love him anymore at all. The next time I get back involved with him is over my dead ( Read more... )