gawd i miss my lj account.
ill be back here for quite a while.
private, free & alone.

im back here.. again.

"It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one"
-the red jumpsuit apparatus.

miss blogging about the lightest things that happen in my life lately.
i have overlooked beautiful things because for the past week anger took the best of me.
so to speak, my abhorrence is temporarily latent--it is fleeting in nature dont you think?

i have an upcoming trip to boracay (again) this friday.. woohoo. =)
the beach has always been my refuge ( Read more... )

copied & pasted from her site:

Hmm…what now…sick…don’t want to curse anymore…I’ll just let them be..no wuss…no grudges….just plain cool and ignore if they start hitting on me again…I don’t want to take anything against anyone…do as they must…whatever abominable things I did or they did I just hope it will all end well and soon…forgiveness needs to ( Read more... )

after months of literally zipping my mouth with this issue
being astonishingly tolerant with her pageantry at my expense 
i am fed up with all her bullshit.
allow me to put my overflowing hate, disgust and abhorrence into a very tangible note.

after telling things like:
i date married men.
the icu shouldnt have gotten me cause i took the boards twice
( Read more... )

ever been in a state of nowhere-ness?

there are few things in mind now that eats up my daydreaming time.
relatively, i can almost say its a crisis im going through.
i have finished a four-year, in-demand course but:
im just so bored with it here.

i wanna do so many things.

travel. try other stuff.
beach. exercise?
live to the fullest--again.

do things i ( Read more... )

things-i-want-to-buy-but-cant-get-as-of-the-moment : (how soon is now?)

1. that silver prima crocs (ballet flats--for those who are not familiar) i saw in highstreet the other day.
2. the matapobre shades  (its actually cheap--really)
3. my nth pair of bikini.

--
comfort food anyone?
i also want to go exercisin'. (oh puhleez, not the gym)
i want to get ( Read more... )

at a very young age ive always considered myself a free spirit.
i always crave to have my very "own" space (be it a room or a journal i could run to for solitude)
i wanted to have wings--at the very least, be always "on-the-go" to whatever place my footsies care to go.
now here i am facing the very blatant boredom i have, i realize, i wanna get lost ( Read more... )

finally.

this calls for a big celebration.
her ex now has a boyfriend.
she's not gonna psycho things anymore =)
(crossing my fingers though!)

i wish her happiness. really.
the kind that's more than being materialistic, flashy & fake.

weeee. psycho-ex said she's found him already. sana lang totoo.
(in that way: no more ultimately f*cking gossipmongering & ( Read more... )

i have such a very beautiful dentist.
very very beautiful.

i had my extra (as in extra) tooth extracted yesterday at asian hospital.
im supposed to eat soft diet until tomorrow,
but since we sort of had a little reunion with my highschool friends last nite at marina..
i had crispy pata for dinner =) the most crunchy kind.
plus sizzling bulalo steak
baked ( Read more... )

i have been caged for a long time already, emotional ups and downs.
time to change.
how do u ike my newest blog skin?
happy attack harhar.
were celebrating our 2nd month today =)

hey. genuinely, im happier.
ive alwys had problems with goodbyes and letting gos..
but now, surely, i want to move on.

everybody's got to do a little growing up right?
things ( Read more... )