to you: underrated ignominous psychopathic whore
after months of literally zipping my mouth with this issue
being astonishingly tolerant with her pageantry at my expense
i am fed up with all her bullshit.
allow me to put my overflowing hate, disgust and abhorrence into a very tangible note.
after telling things like:
i date married men.
the icu shouldnt have gotten me cause i took the boards twice
accussing me i failed cgfns --u want me to shove your dirty mouth with the results?
questioning why i won ms nursing at ust in college
telling an acquaintance everything about me after purchasing a gift cheque (how absurd)
that my ex bf's metaphorically a dog that swallows every mistake i make.
savor this, suicidal lunatic.
here's what i have to say:
you perfectly think this is all about you dont you? how conceited to even think that for one freakin second you've got fans that stupidly follow your oh-so-deceitful life. well here's a very repulsive entry for you, your bestfriend (that you shamely called "katulong") and all your false believers that distinctively project the real meaning of imbecility. keep this in your very pestilential brain: you are merely a dirt in my nail.
so you want to be above me by showcasing your mockery, insults and hypocritical lies? tss im not stopping you dear.
it is not in any of my control to slap you with the reality that you are obviously not.
yet, i am allowing you to daydream. i dont want another suicide attempt from you here anyway.
i honestly pity you but nevertheless, read:
1. im sorry for being the second taker board taker that effortlessly got into the ICU. --get over it, the ward deserves you.
2. im sorry for getting the first runner up in our pageant when you pathetically only bagged the ms. talent as a consolation for showing off flesh. (in particular, more than your cleavage) --what a sight. tss.. and you had the nerve to e-mail your friend Weng from the States (stupidly, you forgot that jen knows your password back then) that you placed SECOND runner up?? it soo damn wrong to assume dear, there were ONLY 2 awards given, and that was to Carina and to Me.
3. im sorry that you have an artificial relationship with your bestfriend that you called "mukhang katulong, manggagamit, etc. etc." --bestfriend? who are you fooling anyway? i cant wait till Cor finds out everything you said against her, her co-staff friends and her girlfriend. you seriously consider yourself a friend after backstabbing her? lemme say you epitomize evil.
4. im sorry that the guy youve been dreaming about in the ER didnt give up his girlfriend for you. (haha obviously Piong knew from the start that you are not worth for keeps) ahaha i wouldnt dare neither. yuck.
5. im sorry that after the nth time of actually being a two timing bitch, Jen finally thought you are just a rotting (thus the smell?) clutter in her closet.
6. im sorry that after throwing words at me, that i date married men?? huh? where did that come from? you got Php 9000 and a pair of havaianas from a married doctor, as a support for the pageant? oh come on, isnt that too much?. now tell me, am i really the cheap one here? if you have the least decency like what you sickly portray everyday --you should have done otherwise. (or maybe not, since youre a sucker for "goods" and you still havent met your chinese guy that time yet.. so sad your sugar daddy came in late. tsk. sad, he couldve bought you a more reputable gown.)
7. im sorry you have friends that share the same mortifying attitude as yours. you all get along soo well. or maybe not until they find out all the nasty things you say about them.. tss. that you dont want to be with them "kase sila sila nagtataluhan?" --one of the exact same reason why you dont like jen's chinese friends too.
remember this?: edda - nagpapa abort at anlaki ng pinagbago dahil nakikipagsex sa mga may asawa na.
- i have more to say bitch so you better watch your back.
8. im sorry you have to see jen at her happiest now. it must have hurt your guts so bad to find out she even misses her work for me, she takes orders, literally thinks im sexy (haha and you, you miserably beg her to call you that?--how pathetic) and will never ever take you back again (even if you got your hair straighten back again after your dirty curls, or you wear polo shirts, even if you quit wearing skimpy clothes at the mall) . she is not, not in million times, as sick as you.
9. im sorry to find out that you had to bad mouth Carina for bagging the Ms. Asian crown, just because of what? you are bitterly disappointed your 101% is not enough to win you your looooong-wanted title? i think that the judges were decent enough to see that having the character is more important than just showing flesh (in two different occasions: the talent show and the very controversial gown you wore that night-- was the fabric made of fish net dear?) tsk tsk tsk.. admit that, from college until now that youre working, you will never ever have that loong wanted crown.
10. im sorry i had to find out that after being drunk, you kissed your cousin. after which there are mornings when you wake up you dont have your underwear on and he literally plays with your pussy. AND you never said a word to your elders after that, you said you dont want to start any trouble? tsk. you were molested and you dont want any trouble? are you shitting me? you really wanted it didnt you? eew. why dont you just go to hell fornication freak.
11. im sorry that after literally mocking my ex boyfriend, look at who you are with right now? he could pass as my dad or maybe an old uncle. boy does he look like a dad of five honey. tsk. all your press releases? that you are happy you've found him. oh really? i think youre happy cause you found yourself another pot of gold. you slutty gold digger. dating an old man for?? ahaha. i wish that you guys get married quickly. =D argh cant wait till he gets the smell of your stinky v*gina and axilla. oh boy you cant deny these cause She told me everything. even one your EX told me the same thing. youve got a smelly problem! tss. aangal ka pa? soooo putrid. eew. ayy.. baka mapalo ako ng tungkod ng bf mong gurangutan. =) may senior citizen card na ba yan? has he taken his daily dose of anti-hypetensives? lol. patunayan mong mahal mo nga yan at hindi pride lang.. marry him.. marry your old uncle wannabe =D pustahan tayo sa huli iiwan mo yan pag wala ng mabigay sayo and AGAIN telling your friends how bad he is as a partner.. tsk. lamko na takbo ng utak mo.
12. im sorry to tell you im glad you are not dead after stupidly ingesting expired pills to commit suicide. (but sometimes i wish you were, really.) you, of all people knows what a suicide attempt means in psychiatric nursing. youre so sick dear. youre troubled. where's that highness you like to display now? tanga ka ba talaga OR nagpapapansin lang? you seriously think pills could kill you? you shouldve shot yourself in the head for a sure move.. How can you be so witless?
13. im sorry to know that u date Borne at around 1am and go home at 4 in the morning? how cheap can u get? --only to find out your just his #2. hahahaha. LOL. not to mentiom Kiko had you for the #2 slot also right?? gawd, and you manage to think your still worth a thing?
- in the past 8 years, i have proudly spent it with just 2 beautiful people, and you? you nearly dated every available man (be it single or not) around, and u call me cheap? tsk. sinong kaladkarin ngayon? =D
14. im sorry darling but you really need a check up with your gynecologist. you might have a yeast infection, hygiene problems? tsk. nurse ka pa naman. may i refresh you that its not normal to have a foul smelling, green discharge. --this is a fact everyone, she does have an odorous greenish discharge. yuck. have yourself treated. tsk. no wonder why rabbit wont take you to bed anymore during your last months. imagine having a smell coming out from your nether region that can instantly get out from your jeans. (ahaha amp! tagos sa maong ang baho chong, ligo & check-up lang yan)
15. im sorry to find out that you were sent airport to airport during your trip to america, tsk. i wouldve understood your fate dear, BUT you shouldnt have press released to everyone that you stayed there for a month when you barely stayed there for day. hay. you even managed to take pictures at hk's disneyland to what? showcase your pseudo-america trip.. that you became soo depressed that your mom had to stretch her budget just to pacify your tantrums. tssss.... selfish bitch.
16. oh and that hk trip? hahahaha. im happy for you, atleast you found yourself somene who's gonna cater to all your frustrations in life. marry him, he might be the answer to your visa problems. =) afterall, a revoked visa will always be a revoked visa. i surely bet youll hang onto him like a leech sucking blood out of its host. --purely parasitic.
lemme just ask does he know your "detailed" past? i wonder what his reactions will be if he finds out.
oh do your friends know those details? i bet you missed telling them about that.
u think id give a damn if i dont care? of course i care..
you have provoked every single cell in my body.
my patience has gone on its hiatus babeh.
bring it on bitch. screw you.
you really think you have proof with all your gossipmongering about me? asan?
me? every single detail about this entry is factual. =D very very factual.
you have a big fly on your face. ayy, nunal pala. lol. =)
had enough? im just getting started.
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sige lang, mang-kanti ka pa..
kung masaya ka? why dont u mind your own shit anyway?
bangaw bangaw bangaw. baho mo.