The last few days have been kinda interesting. Wednesday, was my day off, and I got my tax returns back, and I wanted to look at a car. We ended up not finding the place the car was at, and ended up at Toyota. I didn't want to go there because I figured that no way is my credit good enough for a newer car. Well, I end up leaving Toyota with a 2005 ( Read more... )

why is it that when you're seeing someone, and you're on your way to being happy in your relationship, something else comes along, something that you've wanted for so long, and your faced with the decision? i don't want to hurt shon, i really don't. but i'm completely in love with someone else, and i know that has a chance of working out. i have to ( Read more... )

shon and i are on somewhat of a "break". i'm not used to having a boyfriend, and i'm not going to change the things i do, or the people i hang out with for him, and he needs to realize that. i don't want him with me every spare seccond that i have. he's ruined two nights that were really important to me, and i'm not having that. but last night was ( Read more... )

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We confuse attachment with love. Attachment is concerned with my needs, my happiness, while love is an unselfish attitude, concerned with the needs and happiness of others....

A relationship free of unrealistic grasping is free of disappointment, conflict, jealousy, and other problems, and is fertile ground for the growth of love and wisdom.

okay, so it's 5:21 am, i haven't slept at all yet, and i should because i do have to work tomorrow, and i have a kid to take care of. anyway...so i moved into my apartment in december, right before christmas. i love having my own place, especially with no roomates, however, it is a little lonely sometimes. i get freaked out at night when it's quiet ( Read more... )

so, i'm back online now. thank god. i didn't realize how dependant i am on this!! i have so much to write, but not enough time right now. i'll put in a good update when i get home from work.

i'm getting my internet back on tuesday!! thank god!

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1133759425mfz

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