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shon and i are on somewhat of a "break". i'm not used to having a boyfriend, and i'm not going to change the things i do, or the people i hang out with for him, and he needs to realize that. i don't want him with me every spare seccond that i have. he's ruined two nights that were really important to me, and i'm not having that. but last night was amazing. i spent it with the person who i'm completely in love with. hence, the reason i broke up with shon for right now. i like shon, and i like being with him. but this other person means so much more to me, and i don't want to ruin something that could happen, and be amazing. he has my heart.