So here i am, hanging out before going to the salon. Trying not to think about tomorrow. I think i worried about it enough last night to count for today. Seriously, i almost gave myself an asthma attack. haha. And i only get those when i'm sick or exercising. Hahahaha. God, i need prozac or something. I actually had a dream last night that i went ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking nervous for my model on friday. I know it'll be fine but i just hope he isn't standing over me watching my every move. I won't be able to think that way. AGH, it's so scary. I've never had to do anything like this... Except to test out for state, but even then, it wasn't for creativity, it was just for technique. And that was way ( Read more... )

  I just feel so alive lately. I can't describe it. Can someone just come with me into an abandoned field and we can scream our lungs out like on Gardenstate. Thats what i feel like doing, but for the first time it's not because i'm upset. I've been craving some Gardenstate, by the way, because everytime i put my ipod on shuffle at least three of ( Read more... )

I've found that the second i decided to let go i've been at peace a lot more. It has everything to do with state of mind, and i know sometimes it's really hard to not think about things or worry, but it's been a lot better for me. Yesterday i had the most profound day without even doing anything extrordinary at all. I was just working, but i felt ( Read more... )

  My life is kind of boring right now. It's a strange feeling, not really being able to tell whether things are falling into place. Which i guess means that things haven't. In fact, i think i feel more like everything is scattered all over. But, at the same time i'm OK with that. I do feel like my friendships are falling into place though. I love ( Read more... )

I think most of the time i dont like it when guys try to talk to me every chance they get. Or maybe it's that it's guys i'm not interested in that makes it the problem. And then the guys i am interested in don't give me the time of day ( Read more... )

This is more for me, than for anyone's entertainment. I feel more obligated to do things when i actually say i'm going to do them so ( Read more... )

   I've had an awesome day today, even though i worked all day. I did Stephs hair before work. It turned out SOO good. I love it. Her hair turned green from putting box dye over blonde highlights. It was TERRIBLE. It was blotchy and way too light for her skin tone. I made her chocolate brown and evened up the cut that had grown out. AND GAVE HER ( Read more... )

Today turned out to be not completely terrible, but thats usally how it goes when i work at night. I'm finding that faking happy at work actually makes me happy eventually ( Read more... )

I also use too many commas ( Read more... )