I post too much, i'm annoying, blah blah blah, fuck you, who cares.
I also use too many commas.
I've come to the conclusion (probably only for today) that my brain is just tooooo toooo to to to full of so many different things that now i've come to the point where i just can't keep anything inside anymore. Or maybe i've never really been able to. Haha.
Or... Actually it's probably just a character flaw where i have no discretion and just say whatever comes to mind without thinking about it. But i can't help it. It feels better. And when i try to hold it all inside i get overwhelmed until those thoughts burst into too many forms of art.
My brain must work wrong or something. I don't know how people just file things away. I don't think my brain has any folders or organization. And so instead i just put it down on paper or photograph it. Half distraction half projection, because if i don't someone is going to get pissed off at me, or i'm going to regret something, or i'll just combust into a million little pieces.
SO i guess this is me appologizing slash explaining why i constantly post things, videos, poems, pictures, random thoughts, on all these fucking ridiculous pretentious electronic forms of expression that i'm against but would die without. I think i at least need to FEEL like i've been heard.
I've come to the conclusion (probably only for today) that my brain is just tooooo toooo to to to full of so many different things that now i've come to the point where i just can't keep anything inside anymore. Or maybe i've never really been able to. Haha.
Or... Actually it's probably just a character flaw where i have no discretion and just say whatever comes to mind without thinking about it. But i can't help it. It feels better. And when i try to hold it all inside i get overwhelmed until those thoughts burst into too many forms of art.
My brain must work wrong or something. I don't know how people just file things away. I don't think my brain has any folders or organization. And so instead i just put it down on paper or photograph it. Half distraction half projection, because if i don't someone is going to get pissed off at me, or i'm going to regret something, or i'll just combust into a million little pieces.
SO i guess this is me appologizing slash explaining why i constantly post things, videos, poems, pictures, random thoughts, on all these fucking ridiculous pretentious electronic forms of expression that i'm against but would die without. I think i at least need to FEEL like i've been heard.