WTF UPS. I ordered a shirt off of threadless on 8/6 and even got the advanced shipping, the 1-5 days.  Granted, two of the days were weekends, but the package shipped the same day I ordered it. It was supposed to be delievered today, which is already fucking stretching it, and after a hectic day at work, I looked forward to coming home to my shit. ( Read more... )

I got the job! woot woot ( Read more... )

Soo, my nerds on call interview went... okay. I really like the program they have set up, even though it is commission pay, even the most basic salary is easy to get. At the end, my inexperience was brought up again, and I said that it was both a good and bad quality. I'm young, new to the field, and don't have anyone elses' ways ingrained in my ( Read more... )

I want a new username, but instead of buying a rename token I think I'm just going to make another account. However, the username I really want is still "in use"- she hasn't used it since 2002, however, so I've sent her a PM requesting to have the account if possible. If she doesn't respond (she might not get messages sent to her email, and might ( Read more... )

this post is a placeholder for an entry. I have been thinking all morning and I plan on rehashing exactly what is going down on here, in chance that anyone wants to know, and also because I feel a lot better when I puke all my words out on livejournal. And yes, this is directly related to the friends locked post of before.

today I went to an interview for http://sacramento.craigslist.org/tch/1247151025.html this position. I think it went well; the interviewer admitted I was less experienced than others but let me know that the big boss had been the one screening resumes- and out of ( Read more... )

It is very hard for me as a person to be sure of anything- maybe this stems from my low self-esteem, but I almost need people to over-validate the way they feel on some things. I am feeling that right now. I want my boyfriend to just come out and say it- what he wants from our relationship, if he has problems, and what he sees for the future, blam ( Read more... )

my noni's biopsy went all wrong and she has a huge mass of cancer under her arm and a tumor on her spine and numerous other shit, my stomach is killing me there's no food in my house my dad is an asshole my nintendo DS just fucking broke my boyfriend isn't coming to actually spend some time with my family (for a legitimate reason, but fucking still ( Read more... )

I DO NOT BELONG HERE

which i guess is why I'm drunk

I want to get THE FUCK out of my own head. It's fucking ridiculous. I feel like the more open I am, the more I fucking ruin it. do you want an explanation? too bad. I can barely explain myself.

please don't give up on me.