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It is very hard for me as a person to be sure of anything- maybe this stems from my low self-esteem, but I almost need people to over-validate the way they feel on some things. I am feeling that right now. I want my boyfriend to just come out and say it- what he wants from our relationship, if he has problems, and what he sees for the future, blam. but it's harder to just ask that and get a completely straight answer, especially from a guy. Especially if everything is pretty fine, but from bits and pieces I pick up, I feel I am missing pieces to the puzzle that is his feelings about us. I don't want him to break down and marry me, for jesus' sake, I just want some validity.
Being a girl and having this much brain-thought time is so god damn nerve wracking.
Being a girl and having this much brain-thought time is so god damn nerve wracking.