it's amazing what you can do to your brain ( Read more... )

so yesterday i woke up to be 189 ( Read more... )

yesterday i got stoned out of my mind
and i was home by myself
and i binged like a disgusting pig
it's more than i've eaten in the past month
but i hate a broccoli pot pie, two bowls of vegetables, and a bowl of corn.
it was a lot.
and i'm fat.

so last night i got stoned and ate again
LOL

it's so hard. god.

if i hadn't eaten anything i could have been 187 this morning probably.
but it's ok because i'm losing every day so eating a little at night (i always end up having between 100-200 cals) is ok cuz my metabolism wont like.. shut off then.

so yep, i'm 188.

EDIT: i'm 187.5

omgomgogmogmogmgomgomgomgomgomgomg 187

so, the whole 188.5 thing didn't stick. i guess that was just from not eating all day and all the laxatives i took. but once i drank anything i went back up ( Read more... )

this morning i was 190.5 ( Read more... )

yesterday all i ate was an apple ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning ( Read more... )

for the past week i was eating very badly. i was eating pizza and pasta and all that stuff. i just ate everything. i was on my period ( Read more... )