"The sidewalk's craked and dirty face is looking up from underneath my feet/It's staring at the hollow broken boy who's lost and wandering these same old streets...Sometimes you have to see the beauty in all of this loneliness/The streetlights flicker then they fade, like every good intention that I've had and every face that passes through my mind ( Read more... )

oooooooook...first of all, this week has been pretty good, except its been WAAAAAAAAAAAY too long, and i have seriously just been a space cadet lately. yes yes....i DID say "space cadet". AAAnyway, i cant believe how stupid i have been lately. just from sheer tiredness and ALL THAT FUCKING MAKE-UP HOMEWORK!!!!!!!! it really is bothersome. like ( Read more... )

blech...being sick is NO FUN at all. last night i felt so sick that i started crying and i told my mom that i felt like i wanted to crawl in a hole and die. i felt better this morning, but mom wouldn't let me go to school, which sucked (because i hate missing pe cuz i have to make it up later) and didn't suck because aaron came and visited me ( Read more... )

wow...today has been a really awesome day. ive got all my friends back and we're all on speaking terms and im being reinvited to stuff and things are (hopefully) going to go back to normal....wow...WHAT A GOOOOOOOOD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks for taking me back....ive been kind of a butt ( Read more... )

on a lighter note......YAY!!!!!!!!!! MXPX AND SIMPLE PLAN CONCERT IN 12 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!

oh yeah...i forgot to say that the initial reason that i was over at the computer in the first place (for like, the first 15 minutes of the 20 that i was over there for) was so that kristin could set me up with this. wow. an lj. a whole lot of good its done for me.

oh boy, here we go...OK...in response to a comment that was sent to me and then apparently deleted, the reason that i was online for like, 20 minutes that one time was because everyone else was playing a game that i didnt want to play. if i dont want to play something, i wont and ill find something better to do. and the reason i left wasnt only ( Read more... )

well, i guess this is my first "official" post...and since i dont think anyone will read it, i might as well just speak my mind. im kinda sad. and lonely. and i feel left out. All of my friends have found new people to hang out with and whenever i inquire about something thats going on, everybody turns a deaf ear on me and acts as though they said ( Read more... )

i finally got a live journal...i gave into kristins desire for me because i LOOOOOOOOVE HER.