I miss you.

Girl, I remember when we was sittin' on your couch
Watchin' Good Will Hunting, holdin' hands and drinkin' milkshakes
But milkshakes melt, people change, and you dumped me on my birthday
Right after I bought you that really expensive thing from the Body Shop
Called Jojoba Loofah Milktowel or something like that
That I sold 147 Cutco knives to afford ( Read more... )

HAPPY PACZKI DAY!!!!!!!

I guess I never let go because I wasn't ready too.
Well, I am now and I think I should do it and not look back.
Dwelling on it has never helped anyone.
The quicker I let go the quicker I can get on with my life.
It was a bumpy ride and I enjoyed it for a while but now I'm bruised, battered and tired.
Too tired to hang on any longer.
It's done.

I'm Back!!!!

Why does everything have to be so damn difficult? It is simple to make a phone call. A toddler can do it. And why am I so concered by it? I shouldn't care! FUCK YOU!!! Sorry for yelling.

"09' was possibly the craziest year I've had ever!! So many things happened this last year my head is still spinning..
I lost a lot of people who were special to me but I gained many more people who are becoming crucial to me.
I met some really interesting people this year that I would be bored and lost without.
And even though I made a bunch of new ( Read more... )

I'm in pain. My back seriously hurts. I hate being a girl sometimes ( Read more... )

My aunt died.
My brother had another seizure.
It may be my fault.
Kitty's gone.
I'm lonely now.
I like her.
I dont know why.
I dont miss you as much anymore.
Everything is everything I suppose.

"Well if it's not real and you can't hold it in you hands, 
can't feel it with you heart. Then I won't believe it.
But if it's true and you can see it with you eyes, 
or even in the dark. Then that's where I want to be"

My brother was in the hospital.
My aunt's dying.
School is GREAT!
My family sucks.
My friends are better.
You like me?! WTF?!
I don't ( Read more... )