"Well now I'm back to the middle of the day that starts it all.
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling.
And now the red ones make me fly, and the blue ones help me fall.
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling.
And as the fragments begin to fall, fall on your tongue like pixie dust.
Just think happy thoughts."

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I had a shit load to write about a minute ago but I completely lost interest in typing it. It was all philospohical and everything. Weird. Anywho, things are great. School is amazing, my friends are there, the family is ok and my love life is shit. But everything is all good because it's all going to pick up. I can feel it. In other news,
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The past couple day have been weird. I LOVE my classes and my professors.
Everything is starting to fall into place. It's subtle, but it's happening.
With me and my family and my friends.
Everyone's got that take charge of themselves attitude.
I like it.
I must go now. I have class in like 15 mins.
Have a great day El-Jay!

I have absolutley nothing to talk about right now.
I mean things have happened since I last posted but I just can't find the motivation to talk about it.
I like my classes so far.
I want to go home and chillax though for a while.
I have tons of homework already.
I don't mind though, it'll keep my mind occupied.
I started reading Blindness and I like ( Read more... )

Don't sit there and pretend to care if I'm upset or not.
And don't act pissy when I don't tell you what's wrong.
You don't ever tell me shit.
So fuck you.

You suck and I hate you.
I'm done.

My last post sucked. 

It's nice out today.
I have a killer headache at the moment. 
I'm hangin out with Melissa tomorrow. Yay.
My aunts cancer is terminal. 
It's pretty shitty.
I have cramps like you wouldn't believe. 
And now I want ice cream..
You have one hell of a life and it should be obvious to me that I'm not good enough to really be apart of it.
Which is cool, whatever.
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So it's only been two weeks since Rob's murder and now there's someone else to mourn.
R.I.P Eddie Mendez.
 

You have no idea how hard that was for me.
And the shit I was put through because I let myself like you. 
I wish you wouldve told me you were done with me.
It wouldve saved me a lot of grief.
And I wouldnt be feelin like this right now.
I HATE this feeling.
You have no idea.
Not that you care or anything.
I'm done kid.
That was your last chance.