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In a sudden moment...
I really think I'm falling in love with my girlfriend Michelle Anthony ( Read more... ) -
WEAK LIL FUCK!!! ugh!
so....a lot of shit happened today. i'd rather not get into it actually. but lets just say i've been crying too much =[ i already feel like shit because of my sickness..i might have strep. maybe itll get worse and i'll end up in the hospital and die. YAY! i sometimes wish that would happen. not to sound like an emo ass but i feel sooo much cold ( Read more... ) -
LIFE
so...at this point i hate college. i almost feel like i want to take a year off and just work and save money. like honestly. i've been feeling really tired all the time but i dont think its just from stress. probably from clubbing and other things...-looks up ( Read more... ) -
how i've been feeling
i've been feeling weird, and depressed/confused. very distant from dave. I don't know how i feel about him at the moment and it worries me a bit.. =/
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DAMN IT!
i want to roll again >.< and i was thinking about taking a stronger dose..but that's probably not a good idea..lol idk.. i think thats the only good feeling in my life right now. everything else is shit. =/ I've been feeling very unhappy lately..not friday though...lol ( Read more... ) -
rollinnnnn
FUCK. so i'm still rolling on ex...fucking intense..im soo tired but i can't go to sleep and i dont want to die if i fall asleep =/ its a weird feeling..like its pretty impossible to go to sleep no matter how much i want to.. my heart is still racing and has been for the past couple of hours..its insane. ashlee and this music is calming me down. ( Read more... ) -
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So heres the news. Im really sick...=[ and i have a pounding headache and pretty much all the cold symtoms. iHATEthis. and! i have a stupid test in sociology. haven't even looked at what to study...=/ i'm soooo not up to doing anything right now..if anything i want to watch a movie and fall asleep? the L word anyone? im sure madison would =] i ( Read more... ) -
Wow...crazy shit
wow. okay so i haven't updated in FOREVERR.
uhm. i read katies journal like not even a minute ago.
wow she really is selfcenterd. its disgusting.
she thinks im mad at her for getting back with jaytee?
thats not how it is at all.
shes too fucking blind and ingnorant to even see what she's done/caused.
i've been there for her when no one else was. [atleast ( Read more... ) -
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i have a lot to say but at the same time i dont. uhm..i was in a bad mood earlier but i'm better. i think what really made my day today was looking at new pics of madison of her on her trip. she's halarious. she's the only one that can make me smile xD ..or laugh for that matter when im in a down kind of mood. my parents came home today. i took a ( Read more... ) -
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so its very true....
things NEVER work out the way you plan. =/
unfortunately..