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[musicizindair]

 i have a lot to say but at the same time i dont. uhm..i was in a bad mood earlier but i'm better.  i think what really made my day today was looking at new pics of madison of her on her trip. she's halarious. she's the only one that can make me smile xD ..or laugh for that matter when im in a down kind of mood. my parents came home today. i took a test and i passed!! xD thank god. now i just have to study my butt off for this next one. which is going to be way harder =/ but hopefully i WONT have to take this course again. but yea i just want to get this class over with already. its stressing me out and i just want to relax and i can't until its done..because all i think about passing the damn exit exam and i can't do much of anything else because i get too distracted but once i'm relieved i will =] i'll like actually start my book that i've been wanting to read since i got it..and i'll be able to play DDR until im sick of it and watch movies and be LAZYYYY xDD i can't wait. then i get to see madison friday. i can't wait for that!!! i miss her like crazy eventhough i saw her for a short time while at my work because she visited the other day. it was a surprise too. lol but it totally made my day that day =] i love her sooo much i dont know what i'd do without her. and OH! i kind of have an idea what we can do when she comes up. i know that madison and katie wanted to see eachother so maybe i'll take them to fridays and they can both meet amanda. eventhough amanda has been a major bitch to me lately. and its only to me i swear. like i dont know what it is..i'm so sick of her shit but anyways..yea i can't wait till this weekend. its giong to be so much fun. xD too bad i have to work sun. =/ my mom will only let me take off one day this weekend..but i need the money anyways because i have to quit my  job soon. my parents were kind of right about college, it is more work then i thought. if i'm lucky i'll have a social life on the weekends but during the week i wont be able to do much other then keep  my grades up and study. so i can understand why they wouldn't want me to work..because that'd be my only free time basically. they said they'll give me allowence again..oh joy not 20 bucks for the week? lmao..yea i'll have fourty bucks for two weeks if im lucky..probably.. when i usually have a lil over a hundred if i work on weekends. BUT! the good news is i can work again if all my grades are Bs or better xD for the first semester which goes on until sometime til dec. i believe. and i also found out i'm going on a cruise for my winter break xD yay!! its one of the really big ships i heard..it has like ice skating and stuff and i love ice skating but i never get to do it =[ so i guess thats cool =] oh and my dad already is planning a trip for my mom, him and me to go to Romania xD which is wear i was born for those of you who dont know..so yea thats pretty exciting. so basically the last time i was there was 18 years ago.

alright well this post is going to be a wrap