This isn't a fic entry, sorry.  Hopefully it won't get deleted though.  If you've been reading Blackout please read it - it's important.


I don't think I'm going to be able to finish Blackout.  The truth is, I was writing it as a way to get back into creative writing - something I hadn't done for a long time.  I don't know why it was Muse slash that ( Read more... )

BLACKOUT 10

As Chris witters on about how we’re not really the sort of band for heartthrobs really, all I can do is stare back at Dom, trying to silently convey my own feelings to him.  How much I want him, how much I care about him…  My heart jolts in my chest - a thought sparking through my mind.  How much I love him?

The thought scares ( Read more... )

Part 9...

BLACKOUT 9

‘And now’ he continues, ‘there’s only one last question needing an answer.’  He takes a deep gulp of air, before staring unblinkingly into my eyes.  I feel my heart thumping in my chest, faster and faster, anticipating what he will say.

‘Where do we go from here?’

We both know what’s at stake.  If we fuck this up ( Read more... )

BLACKOUT 8

As he speaks I feel his breath on my mouth, his lips electrifying mine as they form the words.  ‘I want you too.  But I can’t take another angry kiss that leads nowhere.  This has to be more, go further.  I want you more than just a kiss.’

My consent is given silently and disbelievingly as our mouths meet and bodies collide ( Read more... )

For the next couple of weeks everything is great.  Well, outwardly at least.  The gigs continue to go well, the three of us continuing to improve on stage and have fun off stage.  There seem to be less time when it’s only me and Dom, with Chris far more involved in our pranks and silliness than normal.  I’m sure this is a good thing, making sure ( Read more... )

BLACKOUT 6

He raises his head slowly, and I see his eyes are still full of tears, but now they’re also full of a dark desperate lust.  Our lips meet again, and I feel his tongue explore my mouth deeply and slowly, as he pushes me backwards onto the bed.  I slip my hands around to his back, and pull him in as close as I can.

‘Matt…?’  he ( Read more... )

Part 5...

BLACKOUT 5

The kiss lasts barely a second, our mouths only skimming gently together, but it leaves me burning and alert.  By the time my eyes open his head is back resting on mine, his breathing deep, and I’m left drowning in chaos, blood pounding through my head, wondering if it was even real.

He won’t wake up.  Instead he’s ( Read more... )

Part 4 is done.  It's longer than the others, but not as rude!

BLACKOUT 4

Dom stands up, scooping his jeans off the floor, and turns to look at me.  For a moment he looks confused and almost sad, but then his face glows with his infamous beaming smile.

‘Some night hey Bells?’ he chuckles, ‘Rock and Roll!’  And with that he’s gone.

I ( Read more... )

Ok, part 3 is done, i think!  More after the weekend, if I have time...

BLACKOUT 3

‘Oh I’m sorry - I’ve interrupted!’  he drips sarcasm, ‘Silly me, I should probably go hey?’  He takes the camcorder from his face and I notice his eyebrows raised questioningly.  After a few seconds of silence he shrugs his shoulders and turns to go.

‘No, wait ( Read more... )

Part 2 done now.  Matt's having 'issues'!

BLACKOUT  2

Everything is fading to white, my brain popping as I come hard, feeling the blonde’s body slamming into me.  All I can see is a burning image of Dom’s face, eyes full of lust…

Matt

‘So, how was it then?  No trips to casualty or the police?’  Chris’ voice breaks into my reverie, ( Read more... )