matt is pissing me the fuck pff ( Read more... )

Well the thing is fabian and me went apart on bad terms. I fell bad for saying how much i hate him and how i never want him to call me again. I dont know what i want now. I lied to him saying that i pretty much had a boyfriend when i really didnt. I told him.. i was just really mean to him. then i started crying cuz it got to me. I keep teilling ( Read more... )

Matt confuses too many ppl. I think its just a confusion crush between me and matt. It's like u know u want the person cuz u can't have the person. BUt U know what the thing with that is I just think I like him as a friend more than anything and him and jordan do need to figure their selves out. I watn to be with someone that is going to love me ( Read more... )

I ended up not going out last night instead i slept all day as soon as matt drove me home. I wish I had kellies number that way i can get ahold of her somehow. Anyways I am doing ok as far as it comes to fabian I mean really dont like to be that mean to him but FUCKING A. He cheated on me and no i cant put it in the past. If he really doesnt call ( Read more... )

well you know what is really funny. i broke up with fabian yesterday night get that night. he kept calling me and text messeging me and i didnt anwser what so ever at matts house. anyways i came home and he left a offline messege and u know what he tried to do - he tried to turn it around on me where he was breaking up with me too bad i texted him ( Read more... )

Right now I am getting really pissed off. The reason for it is because my sister just came over with my bratie neice that does not hardly listen to anyone except herself. She just came over like maybe 30mins ago. So I am getting irritated by the moment, cus I was sleeping and they woke me up, my mom up and my little brother. Things get really ( Read more... )

Hi. Well I guess what? I just ate spareback bbq ribs. For some reason I have been craving alot of bbq things. It's cool. I am satisfied now that I ate some food. I slept almost all day, I woke up at 6:30p.m. and am still tired. Oh well I am going to go back to sleep. bye. My mom also just bought alot of shit. I feel loved it's really cool.

Well I just got off the phone with Matt. He is one of my really good friends. I think that it's good to have a good friend like the kind of friendship I have with him. I am really tired cuz I haven't slept all day, but I just wish he would open up more about certain things regardless, it's not really fair. Him and Jordan are going to get back ( Read more... )

I have loved you for a long time and I love talking to you more than anything. When i first started this journal thing I was like it's looking really cool, but the thing is that it's mostly intended for you eventually one day to read this so I can write down everything and then later on in the future u can read it. I miss you and I know we will ( Read more... )