I lost my makeup pouch over the weekend ( Read more... )

Some people are harder to get over than others.

Actually, I don't think my end goal is to excel in advertising or win awards or become a CD.

Those things would be nice but I think I really would rather make something innovative.

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It's a sad Monday. I am terrible at dealing with bad news and I am uncontrollably emotional (as my friends would tell you ( Read more... )

i am just feeling really broken and realizing how twisted my thinking has become from the events that have caused me to feel this way.

i feel like life is in pieces.

yeah sure, it's not to say that i am not doing ok now. i am. and i'm not in a horrible place and i've had worse, but fuck this hurts. 

the rush is almost always short lived, but i still feel dizzy with joy when i'm by his side and he introduces me to his friends, as if he were telling everyone around him that he's happy that i am in his life.

i'm glad when his friends like me back, coz it always makes me think that there's a chance this could actually work out this time.

i'm old enough to know that "can we talk another time?" means i'm going to put this off until i can't avoid you anymoreit's not that i have nothing to say to you, it's that i realize... i can only say things if you want to have an active role in listening. you don't. it's the same with you, it's the same with z. it has truly been a tumultuous year ( Read more... )

Thankful for the amazing company of Renato and Amy

Who have taught me everything they know

Who have taught me that the best creatives are the ones who are really chill

And that the circlejerk of awards shows and being hung up over how good you are is a horrible way to live.

And also, Emir. 

There are no rules here, unless you want to observe the rules.

What there is, is getting a result