if i hear one more guy say that im different from other girls and that they want to take me on a date...

im gonna kick someones ass!

im just me
being me
for me
not for anyone else

cant a girl just be single
and enjoy life for a while
i hate being tied down
i am independent and i hate having someone tell me what to do

hmm i dont know if im making the right ( Read more... )

why did u not come to me when u had all these doubts

why did u not come to me when u needed to talk

why did u not come to me?
why do i now hear all this?
im glad ur out of my life
if u are so easily influenced by everyone
except the people that really matter,
Im glad things are how they are now
i would never want anyone in my life
who didnt take ( Read more... )

I dont want to say i'm in love until i am ready to say it

but i feel like i have someone who deserves better than me

he is too kind, too nice, too giving, too patient, and too good-looking for me

i have never gone for looks so it's weird...

i'm taking one day at a time so we'll see how it goes...

-the end-

i feel closer to him

i feel more comfortable with him

i feel safe with him

this is the beginning of something good

:)

but i am still afraid.

*the end*

"peace will come to me... just waiting"

am i depressed
i really think i am...
now that i think about it
all i want to do it sleep
i dont have any motivation for anything
i lay in bed all day
i am starting to panic
i need to do something about this
my life needs to change
i have a special someone in my life
aka a bf....
and i cant do this to him
he is sooo nice ( Read more... )

nervous for tomorrow...

he is too nice

but also too stubborn

and i cant seem to click on some level

i think im used to something else...

and this is way to different

its too grown up

too healthy...

i dunno

i was used to being single

and not having to deal with anything

awkwardness all the time

i feel bad

*the end*

im scared

im happy

but im scared

after so long of puttin up a barrier

and a front

and just not letting anyone get emotionally attached to me...

today marks the beginning of something

and its different because he is different

he is upfront

truthful

nice

very different

and im scared

i like him alot

but i told him i was scared and if he was willing to be patient

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random....
why are u still mentioning me
stop
haha
whatever.

anyways went to some cage fights last nite

fun!!!

had an actual counseling moment with someone

lol

im sick! still...

-the end-

why does this feeling come back
every so often
is it a curse?
whatever it is im stronger than it
even though i cant seem to make it go away for good
i know i can control it

its funny how strangers become friends
but its sad how friends become strangers...

i would see how it happened to others
coming in and out of our lives
i never thought it would happen ( Read more... )

awwwwwwww how cute!

umm this past weekend was brutal

i was hungry

cranky

tired

sleepy

but now im back home

tuesday we went for wings in yuma

it was javi, jon, julian, his gf, mark, tiff,aaron, rick and i

guys are funny...

and cocky

always assuming

anyways

he is sooo cute

and funny

and nice!

loving it!

cant wait for friday

and i hope someone is alright....

and i ( Read more... )