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* i think....im in love....lol *
Ive been hanging out with someone....
and i love hanging out with him
and he makes me laugh
and he isnt drama
and he is sweet and tough at the same time
and he listens
and he gives feedback
and i love laying next to him and watching tv
and he smells nice
this is the beginning of something goood.
i can feel it. ;)
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soon...
one day i will wake up
with a smile on my face
with the thought that today is gonna be a good day
with the feeling that there is no evil in this world
with a mended heart that feels like it was never broken
hate would never cross my mind
i wouldnt think that life was unfair because bad people
always seem to get everything and good people seem to
one day ( Read more... ) -
confessions
i want to take my last breathe -
*memories*
sometimes i feel like im about to explode...
my feelings are all jumbled up...
i was just thinking:
u have gone a long way....
i dont even recognize u anymore
and i miss the old u
i miss it sooo much
i dont think u were ever faithful
might it be mindwise, visionwise, or lovewise...
but all in all with the exception of being a cheater...and having an anger ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Been There, Done That
it would have to be the day we got together.
i wish i could go back in time and stay there forever
times were easier then
much much easier
and there was actually love.
everything has changed now and
times are much much harder
and i dont even recognize u anymore. :(
-the end
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:(
deeeeepppppreeeeeessssssssssssssseeeeeedddddd -
* adrenaline love *
its like being on a roller coaster,
a really really tall and fast one,
and you are excited to get on it,
but once ur on it, you start questioning it
and you're going up up up
and when ur at the highest point
u start thinking u want to get off
and u start panicking and u scream
and the adrenaline rush doesnt stop
a little of it is ok but this is too much
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*everyone needs a father figure!*
he needed a father figure...
yep u got that right.
sad how kids especially boys
who grow up without fathers
become nothing as adults
its like they needed someone there to be
guiding them
anyways i feeeel soooooo fat
im moody!
and im in debt!
marriage!
kids!
moving!
adopting!
relationships!
woah!
this is happening all too fast!
its soooo stressful!
i'm scurred!
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* another day...*
things are about to get more complicated...
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* i've been dreaming of that one true love...*
i'm watching Enchanted...
true what the witch says in the movie..
in the real world there are no happy endings
anyways enough emo melissa
im cramping!!!
i have a cyst...
in my ovaries...
sadness
i wish i wish i wish that the switch in his brain
would turn from off to on
and that it would all of a sudden make sense to him
and that he would realize what a ( Read more... )