I'm fucking awesome with the journals, ive done alot, it also shows that i have no life, isnt that nice :-)

tootles, nicole

Everybody thinks that i'm happy, funny, wierd, etc. but i'm not. when i'm around people, i try to be funny because i don't want people feeling bad for me if i be myself. but when i'm alone, my real personality comes out. going online is the best for me, because i can easily hide my emotions. I hate leading thi "double life", but i don't want to be ( Read more... )

Ya know what? I'm just fucking pissed. I know ur just thinking "he's just trying to be all emo to get attention". Well i say fuck u. ya. and just incase u don't understand, i'll make it more clear. I hope u get raped in your sleep, kidnapped, tortured, and thrown in a fucking meat grinder. good enough? i don't care ( Read more... )

yea so yesturday the stpid lj system thing wouldn't let me on, so i need to talk anbout yesturday too, which isn't much. Yesturday was the same as any other day. Today I had yearbook after school and then DAYCARE!!! Gah! tomorrow there is a dance, and I really hope Cathleen goes. I guess i like her ( ;. until then, nothing. cya tomorrow, i'll talk ( Read more... )

I forgot to add something on tuesday . . . RUG PARTY!!! Woot woot

Name: alex ( Read more... )

SHE STILL DOESN'T GET IT!!! Okay. It's been like 2 months since i went out with nicole, but i still have feelings for her. Of course, she thinks that nobody likes her, but i do. The worst part is she's prbably feeling what i am, because she likes Matt but he doesn't like her. We have nicks party tonight, and she's goin. so i'll see her. right now, ( Read more... )

I HATE MY MOM! Holy crap. I barley did anything- i don't even know what i did, really. I think i might have stepped on her foot and now i can hear her talking to my aunt, uncle, and dad and she's calling me an idiot. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? I AM SO PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wowwy wow! the weekend was wierd.

On Friday, I went to the football game, and it was funny because we were trippin each other and making fun of people  . . . he he . . . ya. and i think i like sprained my finger or something because it still hurts.

On Saturday, i slept.

On Sunday, I slept over Tom's house, and we rode to the center ( Read more... )

I'm going to be yellow TODAY. BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! ok, enough of that. TODAY is the day that is after yesturday and before before before yesturday! Ya. Ok. I'm unusually "perky' TODAY. and i think every time i say TODAY, it will be BIG and brown. LIKE CUCA!!! I'm talking to KT (see? it's your color!) GAH. I think when i get my own ( Read more... )