I can't keep doing this

[muffinsraguysbf]

Everybody thinks that i'm happy, funny, wierd, etc. but i'm not. when i'm around people, i try to be funny because i don't want people feeling bad for me if i be myself. but when i'm alone, my real personality comes out. going online is the best for me, because i can easily hide my emotions. I hate leading thi "double life", but i don't want to be

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[anonymous]

Right, well I did't hear anybody say anything about you being a loner...but w/e...I hope alls well, bi *kj*

[uber_kickass]

be you. were just not used to you, because we know you as the fake alex i suppose.

[anonymous]

well were used to the happy and funny alex and then outta no were at the party u were all sad, wich is why we thought something just happened not that u were feeling sad like that all the time. you should be ur self and if ur sad be sad dont be fake cuz we will like u no matter what. You were at a party and u wanted to be alone that seemed kinda strange to me but now that i think about i used to do that all the time. at partys i would just kidna walk away from everyone and everyone would be like whats wrong with ellen or why cant she just be happy and stay witht he party. i was sad like all the time in 6th to 7th grade and i was a wicked tomboy but i tried to act as happy as i could but i really wasnt.im not sure how ur feeling exactly or if it is anything the same as what happened with me but you should be ur self if u want to and if u want to be alone just say so and we will all understand.

dude

[inferno_man21]

i very highly doubt u will ever read this cause last updation was a month ago and i didnt even know u existed on lj.com sooooooo ummmmmm yaaaaaaaaaaaaa so yaaa be cool fool.
and be cool about fire safety its a really big issue
so C U AROUND

~Eric~ (u know massak, the cooolest)