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she looks dead: here... im going to lay in your lap and tell you how im feeling ( Read more... )

so much has changed. ive been through 3 guys, 1 breakup, no dreams and a thousand kisses. sixty mornings. one good friend. one mixed feeling. two bottled waters and one teryaki bowl. my clothes, my hair my heart... everything has changed. and only one person is there like he always was. and that wasn't very often. ive been reading books, collecting ( Read more... )

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MYSPACE IS WAY BETTER

i had a good night. kinda. i fell asleep and had so many dreams. but i cant remember even one of them. i miss something. dammit, i feel like i cant even use this livejournal thing anymore. its just what i want people to think of me, not what i'm really thinking or feeling. i think its time to retire the livejournal. maybe ill pick it up again ( Read more... )

( getting to know me!! )

i'm not sure what's happening. again. but i do know that it doesn't hurt.. and does. i'm moving again. June 1st. not sure where yet. but i know what color i want to paint my room. and i know that i'm not so afraid anymore. i have an idea... a good one.

-love-

( star wars line gallery! )

things are alright... they are slowly working themselves out. i am medicated. and my sister and i are speaking again. i made a great new friend and im finally doing laundry today. yesterday was good. the day before was good and most days before that have been good, so i've got little to complain about ( Read more... )