I AM FUCKING UP.

i need to slow down.

i'm convinced that i will never figure this shit out.

i just want to tell all of the people i've ever cared about to meet up with me once a year at some place and just party (or just hang out) with me ( Read more... )

remember that day when you played that smog album in the car? i was so nervous, and we were so strange.

how could i not be sad when you tell me something so true? i know it's you and me now, but i get so scared. and i think about everything too much. i just want the love i see in you.

my heart is hurting thinking about all the things i've left behind, and am constantly letting go of. i'm just starting to realize that every time i say goodbye, i lose something. i lose a part of myself, and because i am the way i am, i just don't stay in touch. it hurts to look at pictures of people living the life i was supposed to be living ( Read more... )

where are you ( Read more... )

does anyone have an old at&t phone i can have? i have no money, and my other one broke. i am trying to get a job, and have no way for employers to get ahold of me. life is rough ryt nao.

and last night i dreamed we were swimming, and i was holding onto your leg and you were swimming so fast; trailing me behind you.