I'm going to a show tonight, because Duran wanted to go and I've never seen them. I guess theyre called Avulsion, or some bullshit like that. I'll try to have fun tonight although I doubt I will ( Read more... )

So I ended up at Niagara Falls last night, who doesn't right? I went with some friends of mine just in time to see the falls lit up and shit. And then the memories came back. All I thought about was this past fourth of July. Man o' man, that day was probaly the best this entire year. There is nothing more last night I'd rather have, then to have ( Read more... )

Ever do something you regret so much that you feel a little sick afterwards?

This has no relevance to anything, I'm just really bored and I just downed a pop so I'm goign to be up all night.

I hate not knowing when to ask someone something. I want to ask Alana out but I don't know if and when I should. I want to, I'm sorta getting the feeling she wants to get back into dating but only if someone asks her, but I don't know if she has someone else in mind. I got a feeling she might though. But I'm not giving up, I'm far from a quitter. ( Read more... )

I know recently I've seemed a little depressed. And today when I was driving to General Mills to pick something up for work, it hit me...sorta. I feel like I'm missing something. I have an imcomplete feeling or a empty sorta feeling I guess. I've exhausted every possible angle and point of view and still can't find what it is. I think it's one of ( Read more... )

Well today me and Shawn went to the musicians flea market, and he got a 5 string bass, because he needed one. And I saw some people I knew as always haha. Mark, his guitar player and the other bassist from his band were there. We were shooting the shit and we talked about they drummer thing of course. So he said he's going to try to hook us up with ( Read more... )

Nevermind that last entry I was really messed up emotionally and someone straightened my ass out....

i am.. A dude ( Read more... )

Well even though my dad is an asshole sometimes, he made me feel pretty good. I finally opened up to him about me and Alana, and I feel better. But I don't know what to say...

Read above... that's how tonight went. Thank you, and goodnight...