Nov 20, 2004 13:00
I hate not knowing when to ask someone something. I want to ask Alana out but I don't know if and when I should. I want to, I'm sorta getting the feeling she wants to get back into dating but only if someone asks her, but I don't know if she has someone else in mind. I got a feeling she might though. But I'm not giving up, I'm far from a quitter. We have way too much in common and get along way too good, for me to give up. I'd still give anything to be with her. She's just everything to me. It's hard to imagine what life would be like without her. It's much more than an obsession or a fatuation. It's indescribible. It's that feeling of absolute and utter ecstasy. It's a feeling you only get when you have someone like her in your life. It's an overwhelming emotion. Just on it's own. I can't say anymore about it, there's nothing more I can say that I havn't said already. I pour my emotions out onto this in hoping or some relief or redemption.
So I'll stop my whining now. And spare the rest of you the pain of reading this.
- Andy \mm/