i lied

i ain't fighting for it.
it's pointless and degrading.

fuck you.

i start working at the UCF arena soon :]

i think i'm going to fight for it. but i don't want to lose. i don't know what to do. i'm befuddled

i have an interview today at the UCF arena. if i get it, i'll be able to work with/meet a bunch of bands and teams. i'm stoked.

she doesn't even know i exist anymore, yet she still makes me smile.

and i use her as a muse and she doesn't even know it
and if she were to call me to go to her i would and she doesn't even know it.

she still runs rapid through my mind and i haven't seen her in over a year.
she's the one that got away

it's time like these that make me feel inadequate.

i know it's cynical and mean but i hope your car gets a flat on the way here that way i won't have to see you this weekend.

so i hadn't remembered how great the slim shady lp was until today.

i will always love this disc

is for it to be the spring of my senior year.

things are not going as planned this weekend [-.-]

i wish all my friends were as equally compatible as i am with everyone.

it's weird to have two sets of friends in the same room

where my friends hook up with my ex's. i am a trend setter.

job interview today and my friends coming up from miami, and then horror nights tomorrow

not excited for horror nights and still chuckling at the friends hooking up with my ex's thing.
pretty fucking ridiculous [-.-]