i miss my mom too much. i don't know how i can even function. no lie. i would give the world to hear her voice say "te quiero con todo mi corazon, mi macho man."

is like letting yourself get lost.

i wish i was with her again.
i need her now more than ever.
i want to wake up and see her face everyday for the rest of my life.
she doesn't care.
she travels and sees the world and i'm left here to look at the remains of the person i once was.
she molded me as if i was clay and i just need to feel her touch once

Nothing can hurt worst than losing your mother.
It's a pain that's inexplicable.
It feels like there's a knife that is stabbing you right in heart.
I feel like she's just going to pop back in and say it was all a joke
but it's hard to feel like it's a joke when everyone comes to express there regards and send their condolences.
The 12 year old boy who ( Read more... )

isn't going as well as I had hoped. 

I woke up mad.
I hope this doesn't start happening again.
I need to go to a shrink. I feel it's necessary.

There's too much shit going on that I can't cope with.
My bodies shaking from how mad I am.
It's 48 degrees in Florida.
fml

living like this has to be unhealthy for me.
I can't wait until next fall when I move into my house.
Then I'll feel sane.
I'm sure of it

I don't think I can live like this anymore.
this gets really fucking tired -_-

and I don't give a fuck

did them last friday with yesenia and luis ( Read more... )

has started and it's pretty rad.
as of now, i'm finally content